First, let me thank you all so very much for your prayers and kind words. I have been lifted up and carried by the wings of an eagle during these past few days. I have so much to tell you all about the funeral, but I hear my daughter upstairs fighting with my dh about her bath so I should get up I'll just tell you quick..

I could tell the difference between the believers and the non-believers the second I walked into the church. Us believers were dry eyed and calm and the non-believers - well, not so much. I know Kellan is with God and all is well for him. That is more comfort than anything..

Thank you all..I'll talk more later