OT Just totally venting.... (PG's ment)

[trying4two99]

Yes, I have a tubal problem, but thats not my issue right not. Here's my situation-- I feel like I am letting everyone down. I do not have many friends who are going through this whole not being able to get pregnant problem -- Oh I have friends who can- literally walk by their husbands and get pregnant- no joke.. No one seems to understand why I feel like my clock is tick, tick, ticking away- and I have NOTHING TO show for it. To make matters worse, i totally messed up a friends situation, by butting in to their relationship (issues) and well that situation got back to my husband- who is literally more pissed off that I even said something about it. He told me I should've kept my mouth shut- and that I shouldn't open my mouth and say "mean" things about other people. (i didn't-- I just told this guy the truth-- which sometimes hurts-- ) I commented to my dh that if he was a real friend to this dude - my dh would've mentioned the fact that his friends gf is a real tool or wiotch and not leave it to me to say something. SO anyways-- not only is my dh mad, but one of his best friends is also mad.... OUr cat (who is 9) has been messing up on our couches, beds, floors, etc.... we have had to put him in a dog crate (large crate) outside-- mind you -- he is an indoor cat-- but I cannot afford to buy anymore bedding. I litereally need a vacation. I can't afford one-- but I need to get away. Oh and on top of ALL of this-- IT IS SNOWING_- YES< SNOWING OUTSIDE!!!!!

Thanks for allowing me to vent. Not that I feel any better, but at least now when i cry- its not about all of whats on my mind.

jennifer

[slowmotion]

I am sorry your going through so much. When it rains, it pours! I keep all my fertiltity treatment and problems to myself and dont tell anyone about it, cause I dont think anyone could understand. And I also have been having alot of depression as a result of this infertiltiy crap.

So, it looks like you have one open tube and one blocked tube, which sounds really good. I know you wrote in your signature that you cant afford treatment or IVF, but having an open tube, you can try to have IUI, which are not that expensive. Its the monitoring and the injections that are.

[DeeNa]

Sweetie. We are here. We know what you're going through. So when I say I feel your pain, I LITERALLY DO feel your pain.

And I am very "direct" okay? If somebody needs to know the truth, skating around it while stepping on eggshells waiting for them to figure it out for themselves will NOT help. So if I knew the particulars, I probably would have said something too. You are right, the truth is sometimes a painful place to be, but guess what? Finding out the truth WAAAY down the road when the damage is done is usually a LOT worse. It'll blow over soon. Just get your good cry out and start fresh tomorrow.

We love you.

[QueenValerie]

Hello*!!!! ohhhh wow you are going through so much right now... I am sorry that your DH is being that way toward you. I am sure you were just trying to help out and well some people just don't get it. I have a friend that was always unhappy and upset about their SO and when I pointed it out and the little particulars they got pi$$ed at ME......ummm hello I was just trying to help out.....


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