I did it, I POAS

[TriciaJ]

And it is a BFN

I was so optomistic for this cycle, I'm disappointed but at the same time I'm praying that God helps me accept this. I've always had a + HPT at this point in my cycle if I was pregnant. I'm just sad

[barbiesthoughts]

Oh Tricia.

I hope it was a dodgy stick. But it aint a good feeling, staring intensely at blankness hoping for the faintest trace of a line.

Rest up.

You will face whatever is ahead when needed.

You are in my thoughts (and heart)

Barbs

[3 ladybugs]

Tricia your not out of it yet. Don't sing till that fat lady does. She is always off key anyway. I am still hoping for you.
Good luck!

Jennifer

[tarasue]

Tricia, I'm so sorry! I don't think that it's all over, though. Yes, it feels terrible to see a BFN on your hpt, but try to wait for your beta, okay? I know it's hard.

Are you staying busy this weekend? Please, please tell me that you have lots of exciting plans to fill up the time, things that will distract you to make it easier for you to wait.

We all know that terrible feeling, that sadness that is so overwhelming that there should be a different word for it besides just "sad." And I wish you weren't feeling it now.

You said you were praying--me, too. When I was in 2ww recently, someone told me to pray Psalm 90. I was surprised that it helped. So I'll pray it for you today.

(((((((((HUGS)))))))))))


--tarasue

[TriciaJ]

Thanks everyone! I think my brain is playing nasty tricks on me because I still am optomistic about my test on Monday even though I just know it will probably be a BFN.

I am going to a craft show today and then lunch w/ my Mom and shopping. Tomorrow is going to be slow but that is OK, might take the kids swimming.

I guess if I want to look on the bright side (if is there one) DH & I don't have to abstain for the next 9 months. LOL Although I would have gladly done it.

[tarasue]

Well, don't jump into bed with dh just yet! Have fun today--the craft show sounds like it will be lots of fun. Shopping for anything in particular?

I'm cleaning out the fridge and a couple of closets today. Can I party or what?

--tarasue

[TessToo]

No, no....don't give up yet.
When I did my ivf, I tested negative the day of my positive beta. There is definitely still hope.
Hang in there a few more days. You are only technically 10dpo, right? You still have more time. ((HUGS))

[TriciaJ]

Actually I'd be 13dpo, I'm 8dp5dt.

Thanks ladies, I appreciate the postitive thoughts. I won't be doing anything against the rules until after Beta. I just don't hold out much hope now I guess. That test was whiter than white!

[ChrisNY]

Hugs, Hoping that the test was just slow.