Yesterday I had a stomach bug, which seemed to put a downward spin on my emotions and my weepiness has lasted into today.
I'm really struggling here. I have definitely come to the realization that I need help. I'm calling my Dr. first thing in the morning to see if I can get in to see him sooner than Wednesday (which is when I'm rescheduled from last week to go in). Unfortunately, we live in a small town where psychiatric help is limited.
My husband says he definitely sees there is a problem. We talked about it last night and he told me that I was very different this time than with our first born. He was concerned leaving me for his buisness travels. Not that I would harm the children, but that I'm just not "together." He also thought I was an "emotional train wreck." This has convinced me to get serious about this matter.
This is post partum depression (not adjustment, not stress) without a doubt in my mind.
I'll write again when I know more.











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