Updates for week of 5/11!!

BC-LittleaBige · 05-11-2009, 07:28 AM

Post your updates here!!

BC-LittleaBige · 05-11-2009, 07:31 AM

Not much going on over here!! We finally found a mini van that we liked and bought it this past weekend. We got a 2005 Chrysler Town and Country. It is nice, came with the DVD player and drop down screen. Great for when we go on long trips!!

I hope everyone is doing well and I can't wait for some updates!

luv_721 · 05-11-2009, 09:36 AM

Not much going on with me right now. Just wanting the Rain to stop my home flooded 2 wks ago. If the rain keeps up it could happen again. I ready for school to be done. I need a break for the kids and people.
I hope this summer in late June or early July to cycle one more time.
We think I will do another IUI with Repronex injections.
Hope every has a wonderful week.

luv_721 · 05-13-2009, 06:39 AM

Ordered my Repronex and Norvarel for one last try this summer.
I hope it will help me loss that last 10lbs before I cycle again.
I am having a hard time lossing that last 10lbs maybe seeing those purple boxes will help.
Take care all

BC-LittleaBige · 05-13-2009, 12:30 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by luv_721

Ordered my Repronex and Norvarel for one last try this summer.
I hope it will help me loss that last 10lbs before I cycle again.
I am having a hard time lossing that last 10lbs maybe seeing those purple boxes will help.
Take care all

Ugh, I know, the last 10 lbs are a b*tch to lose. Looking forward to hearing about your upcoming cycle. Hope it is 'the one'!!

Where is everyone else?????

luv_721 · 05-13-2009, 12:43 PM

Come out Come out were ever you are and say HI
Hope everyone is doing ok
hugs

lyrical_secret · 05-14-2009, 04:25 AM

Hi everyone !

I hope this week is finding everyone well ! There isn't much to report for me . I'm waiting for second U/S on May 22nd now . Stress , stress , stress & hurry up and wait ! I spend most of my time sleeping and when I'm not doing that I'm eating everything in my house !!! I'm so curious as to what is going on in there ... and praying everything is ok . We have a long way to go as I'm 7w6d today and I'd rather just round up and say 8 weeks lol . I've been trying to post on the December Due Date Board . It feels strange as I only posted here on PCOS with this ID and my very first ID which I had forgotten the password too and had to create this one . grrrr . Anyways , I still can't quite believe there's a bellybean in there . I'm simply scared to death I guess would be the best way to put it !

I'm wishing everyone luck & saying prayers .
Michele

luv_721 · 05-14-2009, 10:22 AM

L ~ I pray the time passes fast before you U/S

I am having stange feelings right now.
I feel as if I should just give up and move on and buy a Harley and enjoy life.
I been really thinking about ending my journey. I have had 3 m/c's in 8yrs and Not sure if I can handle anymore pain.
I know it has to be a normal feeling but I do not like it one bit.
All the women I have met online or at the clinic have all had babies. I am the last one and Think I am going to be the one it never happens for.
I am the % that can not be helped.
I know it is a pitty party but I can not express these feelings with anyone. I want to talk to DH but he sees $$$ when I ask to see a counselor. All he sees $$$ with the feritlity treatment too and he resints that WE have spent the $$$. BUT he makes it feel like I spent the $$. I want it to end soon. I ready for a good nice summer and good news for a change.

lyrical_secret · 05-14-2009, 11:55 AM

Luv ....
First of all I am so sorry you are feeling this way .

I understand how you are feeling . We tried since we got married and nothing worked , nearly 13 years almost ! Pills , shots , surgeries , let down after let down . And we are NOT made of money either . I did give up . I quit everything . I finally went back to my regular Doctor for met , because I knew that even though I gave up on a baby I still had PCOS and it needed treated . I hadn't even restarted my met when we got PG naturally on our own . Now I'm just scared to death . So afraid something will happen . But I keep faith in thinking " GOD " wanted this baby here . I've never really been very religous , I always believed in God , and prayed alot .... But how could I not believe God did this , after almost 13 years I had help from somewhere , That's for sure . I'm PG with PCOS and 1 ovary & tube . My chances was so slim . And here we are . I felt bad at first thinking I was selfish for giving up and carelessly spending money on whatever . I shoulda been saving . Now I'm PG and sold all our baby stuff , I have nothing left in my house in reguards to pregnancy . I gotta start over . I had gotten rid of anything and everything fertility / pregnancy related ! I was so angry and hurt . Just today I found myself looking through good will for bigger clothes to save a few $$$ .

Just know that even though you might give up ( like I did ) ... It can happen . When you least expect it . Don't rule out anything , dispite what you've been told . It felt good to me giving up . I just didn't care and felt relieved . No matter what you choose ... We are always here for you . So don't go away completely . I did that and missed my friends here on FT so much . But couldn't stand 1 more friends baby bump . I was angry !!! Take some time . Things will be OK , and if you can't talk to DH .... come here . That's what we're here for ! With out a doubt someone here can understand your feelings .

I'll be thinking of you ....
Michele

luv_721 · 05-15-2009, 07:00 AM

Thank you so much for you words

I was thinking just the other day of selling all my baby stuff (crib, clothes)
I am not sure if I will or not. It has been 8yrs since my first m/c. DH and I had set up the crib then out of excitment. I could not bring myself to take it down.
The nursery is all set up and just waiting for a child. It breaks my heart to move anything out of there. My nephew has used the crib when they vist. He is out grown a crib now. The only thing that sleeps in it now is my cat Rudy. She just loves it.
I am thinking I should move it and take it down and just keep it just in case and sell all the clothes or donate them. I gave my carseat away and stroller as well.
It crazy how much stuff I have given away.
I will do what is right for me in the end.
I am ready to ride my Harley a bit again and enjoy the freedom.
I may go ahead and buy a new Harley and stop putting life on hold. I want to live and be happy.

05-11-2009, 07:28 AM	#1 (permalink)
BC-LittleaBige PCOS / Parenting Preemies Join Date: Feb 2005 Location: Right where I want to be! Posts: 4,126	Updates for week of 5/11!! Post your updates here!! Last edited by BC-LittleaBige; 05-11-2009 at 07:31 AM.

05-11-2009, 09:36 AM	#3 (permalink)
luv_721 300-399 post 5 of hearts Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: Texas Posts: 386	Not much going on with me right now. Just wanting the Rain to stop my home flooded 2 wks ago. If the rain keeps up it could happen again. I ready for school to be done. I need a break for the kids and people. I hope this summer in late June or early July to cycle one more time. We think I will do another IUI with Repronex injections. Hope every has a wonderful week. __________________ Winnie An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind. Buddha

05-13-2009, 06:39 AM	#4 (permalink)
luv_721 300-399 post 5 of hearts Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: Texas Posts: 386	Ordered my Repronex and Norvarel for one last try this summer. I hope it will help me loss that last 10lbs before I cycle again. I am having a hard time lossing that last 10lbs maybe seeing those purple boxes will help. Take care all __________________ Winnie An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind. Buddha

05-13-2009, 12:43 PM	#6 (permalink)
luv_721 300-399 post 5 of hearts Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: Texas Posts: 386	Come out Come out were ever you are and say HI Hope everyone is doing ok hugs __________________ Winnie An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind. Buddha

05-14-2009, 10:22 AM	#8 (permalink)
luv_721 300-399 post 5 of hearts Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: Texas Posts: 386	L ~ I pray the time passes fast before you U/S I am having stange feelings right now. I feel as if I should just give up and move on and buy a Harley and enjoy life. I been really thinking about ending my journey. I have had 3 m/c's in 8yrs and Not sure if I can handle anymore pain. I know it has to be a normal feeling but I do not like it one bit. All the women I have met online or at the clinic have all had babies. I am the last one and Think I am going to be the one it never happens for. I am the % that can not be helped. I know it is a pitty party but I can not express these feelings with anyone. I want to talk to DH but he sees $$$ when I ask to see a counselor. All he sees $$$ with the feritlity treatment too and he resints that WE have spent the $$$. BUT he makes it feel like I spent the $$. I want it to end soon. I ready for a good nice summer and good news for a change. __________________ Winnie An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind. Buddha

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05-11-2009, 07:31 AM	#2 (permalink)
BC-LittleaBige PCOS / Parenting Preemies Join Date: Feb 2005 Location: Right where I want to be! Posts: 4,126	Not much going on over here!! We finally found a mini van that we liked and bought it this past weekend. We got a 2005 Chrysler Town and Country. It is nice, came with the DVD player and drop down screen. Great for when we go on long trips!! I hope everyone is doing well and I can't wait for some updates!

05-14-2009, 04:25 AM	#7 (permalink)
lyrical_secret 0-99 post 2 of hearts Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Illinois Posts: 83	Hi everyone ! I hope this week is finding everyone well ! There isn't much to report for me . I'm waiting for second U/S on May 22nd now . Stress , stress , stress & hurry up and wait ! I spend most of my time sleeping and when I'm not doing that I'm eating everything in my house !!! I'm so curious as to what is going on in there ... and praying everything is ok . We have a long way to go as I'm 7w6d today and I'd rather just round up and say 8 weeks lol . I've been trying to post on the December Due Date Board . It feels strange as I only posted here on PCOS with this ID and my very first ID which I had forgotten the password too and had to create this one . grrrr . Anyways , I still can't quite believe there's a bellybean in there . I'm simply scared to death I guess would be the best way to put it ! I'm wishing everyone luck & saying prayers . Michele

05-14-2009, 11:55 AM	#9 (permalink)
lyrical_secret 0-99 post 2 of hearts Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Illinois Posts: 83	Luv .... First of all I am so sorry you are feeling this way . I understand how you are feeling . We tried since we got married and nothing worked , nearly 13 years almost ! Pills , shots , surgeries , let down after let down . And we are NOT made of money either . I did give up . I quit everything . I finally went back to my regular Doctor for met , because I knew that even though I gave up on a baby I still had PCOS and it needed treated . I hadn't even restarted my met when we got PG naturally on our own . Now I'm just scared to death . So afraid something will happen . But I keep faith in thinking " GOD " wanted this baby here . I've never really been very religous , I always believed in God , and prayed alot .... But how could I not believe God did this , after almost 13 years I had help from somewhere , That's for sure . I'm PG with PCOS and 1 ovary & tube . My chances was so slim . And here we are . I felt bad at first thinking I was selfish for giving up and carelessly spending money on whatever . I shoulda been saving . Now I'm PG and sold all our baby stuff , I have nothing left in my house in reguards to pregnancy . I gotta start over . I had gotten rid of anything and everything fertility / pregnancy related ! I was so angry and hurt . Just today I found myself looking through good will for bigger clothes to save a few $$$ . Just know that even though you might give up ( like I did ) ... It can happen . When you least expect it . Don't rule out anything , dispite what you've been told . It felt good to me giving up . I just didn't care and felt relieved . No matter what you choose ... We are always here for you . So don't go away completely . I did that and missed my friends here on FT so much . But couldn't stand 1 more friends baby bump . I was angry !!! Take some time . Things will be OK , and if you can't talk to DH .... come here . That's what we're here for ! With out a doubt someone here can understand your feelings . I'll be thinking of you .... Michele

05-15-2009, 07:00 AM	#10 (permalink)
luv_721 300-399 post 5 of hearts Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: Texas Posts: 386	Thank you so much for you words I was thinking just the other day of selling all my baby stuff (crib, clothes) I am not sure if I will or not. It has been 8yrs since my first m/c. DH and I had set up the crib then out of excitment. I could not bring myself to take it down. The nursery is all set up and just waiting for a child. It breaks my heart to move anything out of there. My nephew has used the crib when they vist. He is out grown a crib now. The only thing that sleeps in it now is my cat Rudy. She just loves it. I am thinking I should move it and take it down and just keep it just in case and sell all the clothes or donate them. I gave my carseat away and stroller as well. It crazy how much stuff I have given away. I will do what is right for me in the end. I am ready to ride my Harley a bit again and enjoy the freedom. I may go ahead and buy a new Harley and stop putting life on hold. I want to live and be happy. __________________ Winnie An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind. Buddha

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