New to FT and want to thank all who contribute for being so honest and giving in their TTC attempts.
My DF soon to be DH has never been a DD. Ok, so we discussed this a little a year ago when we got engaged and he said this is definitely not a deal breaker and still he says it is not.
However, everywhere we go, he looks at the pg women and says let's go BMSing right now. Well, we have been. In July, surprise BFP, not expected. Another surprise m/c at 8 wks. Not fair to be surprised this way. Ok, i thought maybe my body can still do this, so I talked to my ob/gyn about it.
She said let's check hormones next month. back for results: BFN on P, FSH 7.5 everything else is good for fertility. Why don't you TTC naturally for a year and when you take a BFP HPT again, come in so we can put you on progesterone. In the meantime, we can put you on clomid. Go back to get on clomid, gyn says pap abnormal need more testing, return for testing everything normal.
In meantime, DF soon to be DH keeps talking about everything from mucus to position of the cervix. (a friend of his is a physician) It is to the point that I don't want anymore BMSing b/c I think I don't want to go on this roller coaster. I downloaded a BBT and cycle chart in hopes of changing my feelings.
It feels like lots of pressure b/c I: 1) may fail at a BFP naturally, 2) won't tolerate the treatment for a BFP, 3) DF soon to be DH refuses talk of DE.
It's a great deal of information to consume all at once when you discover that you are INF and are TTC.
Does anyone know a good book that is good for me, but also can educate my DF? In meantime, thanks for letting me vent.
