I AM! it's kinda scary being home w/ 2 small kids knowing something could happen at any time! Things go faster the 3rd time around, so that makes me nervous. DD was born in an hour and a half from arriving at the hospital! I'm unsure if I want an epidural this time or not. Last time I did not have enough time to get the epidural and while it was painful I at least knew what to do! it was amazing my body just beared down w/ contractions and pushed her out. I didn't even really have to do the work, it was like a big BM that I wasn't even capable of stopping. With DS I had an epidural and I couldn't feel enough to push, so they almost used the foreceps. I'm so scared of the pain of those contractions, and I hate to be laying on my back in a hospital bed. I think they are so much easier to handle if you can walk around and change positions.
just wondering if anyone else has some worries they needed to vent!








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