friend, filling in for cicii. Her request.

[Cicii]

As you know, because cicii has posted on here explaining her situation, she has terminal breast cancer. The doctors told her that she had approximately 3 months left. Cicii has taken a drastic turn for the worst. Last night, i was at cicii's house with her and she was on here private messaging someone. I went to bed around 1:30 or so. For some reason i woke up at about 4:30 in the morning. I walked into the kitchen and cicii was unconsious on the floor. i called an ambulance and she is now in the hospital. She hasnt woke up yet. The doctors say she may wake up but it doesnt look good. Im so incredibly upset and sad about this whole thing. Cicii is the best person i have ever known. I have literally seen her take ever piece of clothing out of her closet and give to someone who needed them. And last year, when she first found out that she had cancer, she was broke. She had 30 dollars left to her name. Her medical bills had left her bank accounts completely empty. We were on our way to church when she spotten a woman on the side of the road. She was just sitting there, she was dirty and so skinny. You could tell she was severely malnurished. Cicii wouldnt take no for an answer. I had to turn the car around. we picked up the lady, took her to cicii's house. Cicii fed her, gave her clothing and the last 30 dollars she had. I just cant believe this is happening to her. I love her so much. Breaks my heart

[SC-Sherb]

Oh my dear, I'm so very sorry and sad to read this update. I can't believe that someone so young has to go through everything that Cicii has in just a few short weeks. Please know that she is in our prayers and thoughts during this time. I hope that she does regain consciousness so that you can say goodbye but I also hope that she isn't in anymore pain. Please keep us updated and thank you for posting.

[Simmone]

Oh no my thoughts are with you all. I hope you all find peace somehow. Such a horrible time.

[BC-MiracleTwins]

My thoughts are with you. :-(. I am so sad for you to. Hugs- please keep us updated.

[Cicii]

Thank you all so much! I can definetely see why Cicii loved this sight so much! I am still here at the hospital with her. Sitting here is the hardest thing ever. Her heartbeat is dropping slowly by each hour that passes. Im sitting here looking at her and she is slowly slipping away and there is nothing that i can do to stop it.

[BC-MiracleTwins]

(((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))))) You are a great friend to be sitting by her side, and giving us updates. Addison, surely misses her mommy.

[Cicii]

Ok ok guys. Cicii is back in the house. I promised I would stay on as long as i can. I am now awake, obviously. Thanks for all the posts and kind words to my best friend/sister Melissa. She is awesome and i love her so much. I am in the hospital, most likely will be here for another day or two. I dont want to stay here though. One thing that is very important to me is that i am at home. They have me on some really strong meds up here. lol. I was in quite a bit of pain, but im not feeling much of anything right now. :-)

xoxo,
Cicii

[BC-MiracleTwins]

Glad you are doing a bit better. Get some rest.

[SC-Sherb]

Yes, get some rest and I hope you get to go home soon.

[Cicii]

So.. Newest update. Something amazing is happening!! I went back to my doctor for a check up. My tumors are shrinking! They urged me to start chemo back up again. I am now into day 3 of chemo for the 2nd time. Not gonna lie, i feel like crap. But hey, if there is even a shimmer of hope that i can beat this, i will not give up! The docs are telling me not to get too excited right now, it is still a little early to know anything for sure. But i cannot help but get excited. And i can see it in their faces that they are getting a little excited too. I am now bound and determined to get through this!! XOXO