Marian (murph851), mommy to Bridget

[BC-Kim in Oz]

Marian (murph851), mommy to Bridget – b/d 20th Aug 2001, born @ 36wks, died 6hrs later
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I know you haven't posted here in a long time but you and sweet Bridget are not forgotten. And especially so today. I'm so sorry you're marking another year without her. I hope the day passes as gently as possible. Many (((hugs))).

[murph851]

Thanks so much for the thought about Bridget. I logged on tonite, which I haven't done in ages, and there it was. It was so warm to see that from you, I appreciate it very much. Noone else remembered. It' s okay I guess, it's been 8 years, and my family has moved on, new marriages, new babies born, life goes on. It was weird for me this year, it's like I couldn't be any sadder. We did her birthday balloons, but, I was numb going through it. Life has been doing the big swirly for me over the last year anyway. Being sad about Bridgee not being here with me seems just like more sadness on top of my life, which right now, is excruciating to wake up each day and put on the happy face for the world, anyway. Does that make any sense?

I just want you to know I truly appreciate your post for me and Bridgee. I miss her immensly, eight years later.

Hugs,

Marian

[Berni]

Originally Posted by murph851

Life has been doing the big swirly for me over the last year anyway. Being sad about Bridgee not being here with me seems just like more sadness on top of my life, which right now, is excruciating..........

Ohhh, Marian, I am so sad to read this though...........sounds like you have had/are having a really hard time of it all.......I wish we were somehow "exempt" from going through different types of pain having lost our children......surely that would be more fair??

Thinking of you on the other side of the world, here in the UK, and honouring and remembering Bridgee ~ ~ ~