March Cycle Buddy Group, Week ending March 26th

[Malbrough]

I just rec'd a report from my embryologist that 3 of my embryos are being frozen...a number that I am happy with. Not bad!!! We had 9 retrieved, 8 fertilized, 2 transferred and 3 frozen. We only loss 3; I can live with that. I am doing a lot of praying that my two little embies stick.

I am also praying for all of you. This is a tough journey but somehow I think we are stronger than those that do not have to go down this path. God knows what each of us can bare...he choose each of us for this task...I know its tedious and it is hard to go through but I believe each one of us will be blessed...some differently than others but if we look close enough there is always a blessing tied to every outcome. I have been struggling with infertility for over 14 years; it even ended my 1st marriage. I, like many of you, have had to watch so many of my family members and friends go through pregnancy, gave birth and raise their children. We have cried tears of joy with them, participated in planning and attending their baby showers, babysit their children, listened to their baby stories, shared in their children's milestones, even supporting them financially at time, etc...; yet we have stayed the course; we have not become bitter, but we have pushed forward, fought and found our way here; we are not quitters. We are survivors and though the road is sometimes rocky; we must continue to persevere for our destiny is just ahead of us; do not give up five minutes before the miracle happens!!! I do not know who this is for but please know that everything is in God's time. He has a perfect miracle planned and designed specifically for you. Don't miss it!!!

[pinkgerbil]

Stargazer- I didn't think to ask, the apointment was in the morning, and I was half asleep at the time!

Wright- I may or may not have a problem with chocolate when I am stressed. But I'm not telling.

AFM- I started my projesterone today, five days left until T-day.

[Malbrough]

Rida - Great news!!! Congrats on the 7 embies!!! Can't wait to hear your report. I hope all 7 fertilize. Keep us posted!!!

[imflossy]

Eastcoast- thanks for the reminder from your friend. I have to keep telling myself that everybody has their own struggles and problems and if we knew what they were there would be no way we would trade ours for theirs! Also, sorry about the insomnia. I have been sleeping so well lately (very out of the ordinary for me) But I remember during my first cycle I had really vivid and crazy dreams where I would wake up drenched in sweat! Have you tried a relaxation CD or visualization? I had insomnia when I was in high school and did a relaxation technique where I would count down from ten and relax parts of my body associated with the numbers. Does that make any sense? Like I would think of the number 10 and I would think about my head being really heavy and sinking into my pillow. Then I would think 9 and try to relax my neck, etc... It worked and still does when my mind just won't shut off!

Mal- thanks for the inspirational words! You don't know how much they help!

Beth- woohoo!

Rida- good job girlfriend! Hope you are feeling well!

Pink- congrats on being able to start again. I wish you much success!

Cherry- hope everything gets sorted out quickly and efficiently so you can get going!

EOE- hope you are all feeling well. Thinking if you all!

AFM- got my Bon appetit mag today and every recipe looks wonderful! Now im watching Jamie Oliver's 30 minute meals. He makes some great food, but he is such a mess when he cooks. Anybody else love to cook?

[eastcoastrose]

Imflossy- I love to bake - does that count? I bake everything I can - my friends and coworkers and students love it. It relaxes me! My hubby is the one who loves the cook and we watch a lot of those shows on tv. Our favorite is Masterchef because the people are just amateurs! I do little to none of the cooking and hubby thrives on it

Thanks for the relaxation tips. Hopefully I won't have to try them tonight, but will let you know.

[unc40gal]

****pg ments****

Beta of 20 today. I'd like to be more excited but my dr did the "congrats but..." Second beta on Sat.


In class tonight so just quick for now.


****end ment****

[SC-Heart]

mentsUnc-Congrats! Don't worry about the number! End

[sambo17]

**ments***
Unc - don't stress! You could have a late implanter - hence the reason you just started getting + pee sticks. Think positive!!

[Malbrough]

I agree with Sambo and Heart, Unc stay positive!!! We are all pulling for you!!! I am feeling this 2ww thing already. I hate to admit I have been searching the net all day reading various stories, articles, etc... And, I had another weird baby dream last night. This time I actually held my baby boy...this is totally strange. Ready to get back to work, being in this house all day is pure torture especially since I am use to having a busy schedule. I get to get out tomorrow to go in for an estrogen and progesterone check. Looking forward to that! I go back to the office on Friday...woohoo!!!

[Melmarie]

Unc- I totally agree with the other ladies! **MENT** late implanter!! It makes sense that you wouldn't get a positive poas till later. I understand your hesitation at excitement though. You are still in it. *end MENT**

***Success Mention***
I got my second Beta back. It's 371! From 197 to 371 in 2 days seems just right on track?!?!
My progesterone was 146 2 days ago and my Dr wants me to stop all progesterone supplementation. Im freaked out about that. They will recheck it in 1 week to make sure I'm on track.
End MENT****

I planted 2 blueberry bushes today! It was a beautiful out. Happy spring everybody!