Very nervous about tomorrows beta

[penny427]

Hi everyone!! I am still lurking around here while Im waiting for my 4th beta tomorrow. Im so nervous about it cuz I keep hearing my RE's voice which I now call the voice of doom...ha ha I havent spotted or had cramping at all so I have no clue WTH is going on in there but Im praying my little one is just in the rear with the gear and will prove science and betas wrong tomorrow. Im not to optimistic about it still and told my DH to have a valium ready for me if the news is bad..ha ha I was told the PIO would not delay a m/c but still cannot figure out why it wouldnt have happened yet if it was going to happen. I heard that sometimes the hcg goes up b4 it comes down which is a cruel joke if you ask me. So..please say a prayer for us. Im going to tell my RE not to call me until tomorrow night when Im home so I dont freak out at work again and have to leave. You all have been so supportive and that means the world to me and my DH..it truly does. I wish I knew more about when I would m/c if Im going to but I guess my RE will tell me that lovely news. Ill let you all know what happens. If you dont hear from me tomorrow then you will know what happened. I will most likely post either way though. Good luck to all of you cycling now and I wish you all the best. I just needed to talk to someone tonight so I posted. Im sure you are all sick of hearing about my dilemna and I dont blame ya.

Penny

[pooh]

Just wanted to wish you luck on tomorrow's beta. I know I've told you this before, but my numbers started off similar to yours. And, with my 4th beta, I almost didn't even take my PIO for the day because I was so sure my level would come back lower than the previous, especially since my pg symptoms come and go so often. I'll be praying for you and your little one that "it" is in there fighting away to meet it's mommy and daddy in a few short 9 months! Go little one, go!!

[JustMe643]

Hi Penny,
I just want you to know that you are never a bother to any of us. I know that it feels that way because you are dealing with all of this inside. Just no matter what don't hesitate to post or chat. That is what we are all here for. I said a prayer for you before I started typing and I wanted to tell you thank you for having kind words for those of us going through cycles. You have such a big heart to think of others in your time of need. Just know that we are thinking of you too.
Best Wishes,
~Rhonda

[SomedayMommy]

Penny, I wish you all the best of luck today! And I will be waiting with baited breath that the number is what we want to see....

[brookles76]

Penny,

Of course we do not get tired of listening to you. We are always here for you and will always be a shoulder to cry on or laugh with. I am saying a prayer for you. Please keep us updated!!

[raytw]

i am thinking very positive for you hon. i believe we will see a big rise tomorrow. we are all here praying for you!!! take care.

[BC-KarenS-MI]

Sweetie, we are NOT sick of hearing about your situation. It's heart breaking & there are no 2 ways about it!!

I'm waiting anxiously, hoping & praying that you'll get your miracle today!

Karen

[Nan75]

Penny - I'm wishing you all the best today. I know how trying this time can be, and I really commend you for "hanging in there." Its not an easy thing and you have everyone's support and good wishes today.

Thinking of you, Nan

[Jenn, R.N.]

Penny, wishing you the best of luck today!

Jenn

[Paula_in_DE]

Hoping for the best!