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[robin]

How are you holding up? Going crazy yet? LOL

Only 3 more days for you!!!!!!



Let's get those success rates soaring for CC!

Robin

[jcc]

I'm here....feeling crampy most of the time now. Feels exactly like AF cramps but I'm still doing the things I'm supposed to - PIO, patches, no caffeine, no HPT's. I know I'll be devastated with a BFN but that's what I'm expecting now - - a BFP would be a complete surprise. Today was hard as I spent most of the day with my mother, brother and his family. He has 4 kids, the youngest is only 2 months old. He asked me what is going on with us (most know about our IF issues but we've told no one about going for IVF except my sister who lives in the Boston area, and only her because I had to store my meds in her frige when we went there a few weeks ago). I simply said I wasn't sure yet and didn't care to talk about it. Then later DH and I were playing games with the older kids - - they asked what we wanted most in the whole world. Of course instantly in our heads we thought to be parents but picked something else for that situation. Just tough all around I guess.

But - the main thing is that I've stayed away from the HPTs. And I feel slighly comforted by our totsicles in case it comes to FET. But still praying by some miracle those are for a sibling project.

Thanks for checking in....Hope you're doing well and get a mighty high second beta this week!

[robin]

I had period cramps for many days before beta. I haven't had many since sat?, so I think that's a great sign for you.

Try hard not to hpt, you only have 3 days, you can hold out! Are you getting the call at work?

I am nervous about the beta test this week, just nervous that it won't be higher. UGH. I've even thought of taking a HPT TH morning, just to make sure there's a reason to go up!

Let me know if you need to vent, I know I felt crazy the last couple of days.

Robin

[jcc]

Thanks. I'm still hoping to take TH afternoon off and then I'd take the call at home. That way I have time to sulk at home myself or if we get a good surprise, I'll drive to DH's work to tell him. When I go in tomorrow morning, I'll see if I can swing it.

Thanks again!