Will the roller coaster ever end? (BFP and likely chemical pg/ m/c mentioned)

msr31md · 03-24-2005, 05:18 PM

Just when I thought my emotions could not get wackier...

AF usually comes on 11 d piui, she didn't.
12 d piui(Wed) I got a very very faint + on HPT
Went in for beta, + at 28, which sounded low to me. RE said wait and see--it is early to test, lets see how it looks in 48 hours (Friday)

Today I have been having bright RED AF all day.
Ugh! Just did HPT at home--now negative. They want me to come in for beta tomorrow anyone, but it looks like it is over.

Thanks for sharing in the madness, ladies...

Micol

mindybr · 03-24-2005, 05:22 PM

micol, I am so sorry about this month. I wish non of us had to go through with this. I hope you are not giving up. Mindy

Monkeylove · 03-24-2005, 05:24 PM

Sorry to hear about this. Sending many :hugs:
Take care of yourself
Bren

ItzMe · 03-25-2005, 05:01 AM

This totally sucks. I hope you find out exactly what is going on soon. I went through and am still dealing with it (from a medical stand point) something very similar.

I know it is hard but try to see it as a positive, it is/was a step in the right direction.

Please make sure you number either goes up or goes down at least 5 (it has to be 5 to be considered negative). Don't assume because you had a - HPT that there HCG level in your blood is less than 5. Do not continue FT treatment until this number is less than 5 otherwise you are wasting your time and money.

Most imporantly, take care of yourself!!!!

**BC-Sweedie** · 03-25-2005, 05:16 AM

{{{{{HUGS}}}}}
I'm so sorry. The ttc roller coaster is so maddening.

bailymk · 03-25-2005, 07:57 AM

I am sooo sorry! I've been thinking about you and hoping that everything worked out for you this month.

Keep your head up. (((((hugs)))))
Melanie

doodlesenter · 03-25-2005, 10:38 AM

I am soo sorry !! I will be sending extra hugs, and prayers your way tonight !!

msr31md · 03-25-2005, 11:32 AM

Oh well. The bleeding has continued with BIG clots and today's beta is still 28. It must have gone up a little and be on its way back down. The nurse called me, I am waiting to talk to RE.

I am unsure what to do next. This was going to be our last cycle. If the cycle was negative, it would have been much easier to move on. Now I am confused. I am surprised at how sad I feel after such a brief time.

Thanks everyone--your support means a lot.

--Micol

doodlesenter · 03-25-2005, 11:35 AM

It's funny how you can develop such an emotional connection through people you've never met... Please know that there are a lot of people thinking of you, and hoping for the best. Think of all our energy forming a large cushion of hugs around you right now.
Have faith, and don't give up hope !!

Here for you always... your IUI buddies

03-24-2005, 05:18 PM	#1 (permalink)
msr31md Registered User Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: Denver, CO Posts: 242	Will the roller coaster ever end? (BFP and likely chemical pg/ m/c mentioned) Just when I thought my emotions could not get wackier... AF usually comes on 11 d piui, she didn't. 12 d piui(Wed) I got a very very faint + on HPT Went in for beta, + at 28, which sounded low to me. RE said wait and see--it is early to test, lets see how it looks in 48 hours (Friday) Today I have been having bright RED AF all day. Ugh! Just did HPT at home--now negative. They want me to come in for beta tomorrow anyone, but it looks like it is over. Thanks for sharing in the madness, ladies... Micol

03-24-2005, 05:24 PM	#3 (permalink)
Monkeylove Registered User Join Date: Feb 2005 Location: SoCA Posts: 249	Sorry to hear about this. Sending many :hugs: Take care of yourself Bren __________________ Me (31) DH (29) DH-severe MF 2-03 IVF#1 m/c 3-03 IVF#2 BFN moving on to DIUI

03-25-2005, 05:16 AM	#5 (permalink)
BC-Sweedie General Pregnancy / June Due Dates Join Date: Jan 2002 Location: IL Posts: 11,930 Blog Entries: 184	{{{{{HUGS}}}}} I'm so sorry. The ttc roller coaster is so maddening. __________________ Karen, high fsh'er After 6 IUI's proud mommy to Jason 7 Natural rest cycle miracle Heather 5 RIP furbabies Chili 9/30/98 - 8/11/08 and Bailey 8/29/95 - 12/27/08 We miss you both so much

03-25-2005, 11:32 AM	#8 (permalink)
msr31md Registered User Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: Denver, CO Posts: 242	Thanks everyone Oh well. The bleeding has continued with BIG clots and today's beta is still 28. It must have gone up a little and be on its way back down. The nurse called me, I am waiting to talk to RE. I am unsure what to do next. This was going to be our last cycle. If the cycle was negative, it would have been much easier to move on. Now I am confused. I am surprised at how sad I feel after such a brief time. Thanks everyone--your support means a lot. --Micol

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03-24-2005, 05:22 PM	#2 (permalink)
mindybr Registered User Join Date: Oct 2004 Location: wyoming Posts: 253	micol, I am so sorry about this month. I wish non of us had to go through with this. I hope you are not giving up. Mindy

03-25-2005, 05:01 AM	#4 (permalink)
ItzMe Registered User Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: OH Posts: 74	This totally sucks. I hope you find out exactly what is going on soon. I went through and am still dealing with it (from a medical stand point) something very similar. I know it is hard but try to see it as a positive, it is/was a step in the right direction. Please make sure you number either goes up or goes down at least 5 (it has to be 5 to be considered negative). Don't assume because you had a - HPT that there HCG level in your blood is less than 5. Do not continue FT treatment until this number is less than 5 otherwise you are wasting your time and money. Most imporantly, take care of yourself!!!!

03-25-2005, 07:57 AM	#6 (permalink)
bailymk 1000-4999 post queen of hearts Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: Columbus, OH Posts: 1,057	I am sooo sorry! I've been thinking about you and hoping that everything worked out for you this month. Keep your head up. (((((hugs))))) Melanie

03-25-2005, 10:38 AM	#7 (permalink)
doodlesenter Registered User Join Date: Mar 2005 Location: Mayberry RFD, NC Posts: 42	I am soo sorry !! I will be sending extra hugs, and prayers your way tonight !!

03-25-2005, 11:35 AM	#9 (permalink)
doodlesenter Registered User Join Date: Mar 2005 Location: Mayberry RFD, NC Posts: 42	It's funny how you can develop such an emotional connection through people you've never met... Please know that there are a lot of people thinking of you, and hoping for the best. Think of all our energy forming a large cushion of hugs around you right now. Have faith, and don't give up hope !! Here for you always... your IUI buddies