One of those days

catpaws6 · 03-15-2005, 10:01 PM

It is a new record. I have officially cried 4 days prior to my Beta because I know it will be negative. It was not my fault. I had one of those days when there are infants everywhere.
Literally 6 newborns in Target. 2 in Marshall's. AND my best friend gave birth a few days ago and I spent my lunch hour shopping on line for baby baskets. THEN when I called her I could her baby gurgling in the back ground. I had no idea how that would effect me.
This is such a long journey for most of us. How do you keep happy with your life during the wait?? I finally stopped complaining to friends when I realized it was over one year they have been hearing it! DH can only understand so much.

Fran27 · 03-16-2005, 04:18 AM

Yeah, I hear you... I guess it's a bit easier for me because I don't work and I don't know anyone around here, so at least I don't know anyone who has babies either. I guess my brother in law has a 5 year old, but I feel pretty uncomfortable with children so it doesn't matter me that much (not sure why... but I know it will go away once I have mine).

ginnylynne · 03-16-2005, 06:13 AM

I'm so sorry you're feeling this way~BIG HUG~ it's very hard and I know exactly what you mean! I actually got out of line at home depot and ran back to the car because there was a baby crying behind me and I just wanted to pick him up and love on him! I also work on the phones and it's amazing how many little ones I hear in the background and that always brings me down a notch or two. Just know that we understand and are rooting for you.

Hope2005 · 03-16-2005, 07:03 AM

I'm sorry you feel this way. I totally understand how you feel. A month ago my best friend gave birth to her twins and it hit me the day after their birth like a ton of bricks. I was surprised how depressed I felt and I cried my eyes out too. {hugs} hope you feel better soon. I pray that you will be pleasantly surprised with a + beta.

03-15-2005, 10:01 PM	#1 (permalink)
catpaws6 500-599 post 7 of hearts Join Date: Jan 2004 Location: Homestead, FL Posts: 568	One of those days It is a new record. I have officially cried 4 days prior to my Beta because I know it will be negative. It was not my fault. I had one of those days when there are infants everywhere. Literally 6 newborns in Target. 2 in Marshall's. AND my best friend gave birth a few days ago and I spent my lunch hour shopping on line for baby baskets. THEN when I called her I could her baby gurgling in the back ground. I had no idea how that would effect me. This is such a long journey for most of us. How do you keep happy with your life during the wait?? I finally stopped complaining to friends when I realized it was over one year they have been hearing it! DH can only understand so much. __________________ Me:33 DH:38, married 7 years male infertility severe IVF/ICSI #1 transfer 2 good embies,14 frozen Born 2/20/06 at 37 weeks Trenton and Quinton Surprise Baby girl Kailee born 5/27/08

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03-16-2005, 04:18 AM	#2 (permalink)
Fran27 Registered User Join Date: Mar 2005 Location: Philadelphia Posts: 474	Yeah, I hear you... I guess it's a bit easier for me because I don't work and I don't know anyone around here, so at least I don't know anyone who has babies either. I guess my brother in law has a 5 year old, but I feel pretty uncomfortable with children so it doesn't matter me that much (not sure why... but I know it will go away once I have mine).

03-16-2005, 06:13 AM	#3 (permalink)
ginnylynne Registered User Join Date: Feb 2005 Location: austin texas Posts: 68	I'm so sorry you're feeling this way~BIG HUG~ it's very hard and I know exactly what you mean! I actually got out of line at home depot and ran back to the car because there was a baby crying behind me and I just wanted to pick him up and love on him! I also work on the phones and it's amazing how many little ones I hear in the background and that always brings me down a notch or two. Just know that we understand and are rooting for you.

03-16-2005, 07:03 AM	#4 (permalink)
Hope2005 Registered User Join Date: Aug 2004 Posts: 318	I'm sorry you feel this way. I totally understand how you feel. A month ago my best friend gave birth to her twins and it hit me the day after their birth like a ton of bricks. I was surprised how depressed I felt and I cried my eyes out too. {hugs} hope you feel better soon. I pray that you will be pleasantly surprised with a + beta.