Hi Bub,
Thank you for your response to my post, I am working on getting my meds, I promise. I saw your reply to Roo's post to you and I just wanted to tell you a few things. I know exactly how you have been feeling. First of all, the thoughts of dying while you were on Prozac, I had the same reaction to several anti-depressants. Though I am very depressed these days because of my health, I have told my doctor that I will not, under any circumstances, take an anti-depressant again. They seem to make me really crazy and then I start having thoughts of dying, I just wish I was dead, so now I will never take them again, I think they are one of the worst drugs out there.Also, the way you are feeling about Frank is fairly normal. When Tom & I broke up 5 or 6 years ago and he divorced me, I thought I would just die. I too thought that I knew him, but he did & said some of the most horrible things to me and it just tore me up. He also married someone else a few months after the divorce was final and that was really bad news, I had a really hard time with that, but then it got better and I realized I could live without him. I ended up a much stronger person and learned that I was actually happiest when I was on my own. Of course, that all changed when he wooed his way back into my heart and I made the mistake of marrying him again. He's not horrible, but I think I would have been better off if I hadn't married him again. I think that you filing for divorce is the right thing to do and I admire your strength in doing it. I would love it if you kept in touch with me while you are going through this, since I have had similar experiences. You can email me any time at sundance@kc.rr.com, I am here for you for as long as you need me to be. I think maybe we are soul sisters, since we have had so many similar things happen in our lives. Let's stay in touch. God Bless you dear Bub, I will pray my heart out for you.
Your soul sister,
Dana
