I was up with real contractions from 9pm-2am last night and the doctor said if that happens again that I should come in and they would keep me and let me deliver with out sending me home. So it's hour by hour now as we wait. Time to finish up last minute laundry and get last minute groceries and goodies.
Is it really here? I still feel like it's not REAL. I don't understand how we go from trying all year, having several losses, to praying and wanting this so badly to now finally the time is almost here and it doesn't feel REAL? Maybe it will kick in tomorrow?
) I guess it still is hard to remember I am carrying our child and he will be here in a couple days or less. It's such a wonderful blessing and I can't wait to be able to "breathe" or take a "deep breath" and know that he is really ours, here and healthy! It won't be long now........Till then...........














