2nd IVF Failed

[jbraman]

I am really frustrated, well....sad would be a better choice of words. I had IVF done approx 1 year ago which ended up with me having an ectopic. Since I had 6 frozen embies with that RE I had a FET done in June. Only 3 survived the thaw which they transferred into me. It was a BFN. Understand, I didn't handle my first IVF failure well, but better than this failure.
I switched RE's, I didn't like the center, the doc, really anything about it except that it has all this marketing. I LOVE my new RE. I went through another fresh IVF. No frozen embies available this time even though I had 31 eggs retrieved. I had ICSI done also. I am 37 and my husband is 40. I just went through another IVF and it ended up going ectopic again. This time I handled it really bad. I ended up in a psych center for 12 days after attempting suicide. I am better now,just depressed. There is no way I would kill myself now. Do hormones play any part in your pschy? That is something I would so not do. I was completely out of mind.
I am home now, should I even consider trying again? Adoption now is out huh with the attempted suicide?
Has anyone else gone completely crazy after a failed IVF?

Jen