Warning....Vent!!!

[Blsed4Life]

Hey Girls....just need to vent......

I am really very stressed over this FET process....I am not sure why (wonder if it's the Lupron making me obsessive, headaches, sleeplessness, cranky and picky) I am feeling positive about this procedure (but trying to not count the egg's before they hatch, geez, what a statement) but have so much anxiety about doing this drug and starting this one and ending that one....it's very overwhelming to me. In reality it's not that hard.....I guess I just got spoiled when I just did the Follistem....sorry to complain....I have a lot more appreciation for you girls having gone through as many fresh IVF's as you all have. I don't think I was as supportative or understood it as much as I do right now, and I am sorry if I was not sensitive to all of you. I have been so obsessive about my house, I have been cleaning like a mad woman, everything has to stay in it's place, and be perfect.....it's like I have MANIA 24/7 !!!! I started one of the antibiotics this morning...and I was so sick on my way to work.....feeling good now...but I brought a change of clothes just in case. I guess I am on the same drugs now until next Saturday, so just about the time I get comfortable, it changes again.....anyway...I am rambling about non-sence I guess.

Can you tell I am a nervous wreck...and for what...as my sister said yesterday to me "for as much as you have been through, this should be a piece of cake", man do I wish I had some CAKE!!!! But I don't think CAKE is what I need....a sugar high on top of the anxiety mix !!!Thanks for listening!!! 31 Days until my BETA.....

[milzie]

Blsed4LIFE,
YOu have every right to vent and let your feelings out!! Thats what we're here for!! Its good to get everything out and keep your mind and body clear of all that stress. Going through all this is stressful enough for you so you don't want to build up anymore unnecessary stress!! Good luck with your FET cycle...Hope all works out for you!!
I got my period today so i'll be calling RE on Monday about starting my FET cycle..I'm sure i'll be stressing myself about all this in the near future! Good luck and we'll keep you in our prayers...Mary

[Blsed4Life]

Mary....

Thanks for the support, I promise to lend it back to you when your on this BIG ROLLERCOASTER too. Glad AF showed...you should be starting soon.