Hate the Wait!

[prettyinpurple]

Why does waiting suck so much? I never did like waiting and it seems like it's all I do now... perhaps this is my payback for honking at the person in front of my on the road when they don't notice the light has turned green and it's time to move!!!!

Now, I wait for my day 1. Then I wait for my day 5 to start clomid. Then I wait for day 13,14 and 15 for HCG and IUI. Then it's the wonderful 2WW. Aahh, the memories. When I do have a child, I will make sure I let them know about all the P-ingOAS I did. I couldnt wait for day 28 so I tested everyday in between.

Now, after the 4th failed IUI, I have been told we needed to "talk" to the doctor. So I had my day 1 and I just sat around. No BW, no US, no filling prescriptions. Funny thing is, even off the clomid I am still getting hot flashes.

I feel like an addict. I need to be keep going back for more clomid and more IUIs.

DH will have to do another SA and a thing they call SPA. Then we wait a little more and talk to the doctor all over again.

Who knows what we we will have to wait for after this...

I also cannot decide whether, after all the waiting, I should just skip the next couple of months and start again in October. My cousin is getting married in Sept and even though I dont mind being pg at her wedding I dont think I would like to be TTC at the time. Maybe I should allow myself to let loose at the bridal shower, bachelorette party and all the other good stuff that will take place the next few months.

I am just yapping away.

I hope everyone has a great weekend and a wonderful summer.

Babydust to all my fellow TTC ladies.

[HeatherD]

prettyinpurple: how are you doing these days? Taking a break, then?