September Optimists Cycle Group

[lw962]

Kore-yup. It was a bit yuckie but she's from Montreal so I'm assuming they aren't as prudish about showing bodily fluids like we r. I wasnt jealous but crushed and hurt that I have yet to have a child dwelling on my IF issues. But I'm sure as soon as my baby comes home ill forget about it all. I rememeber that having Tania here made me forget about anything IF related and I was able to celebrate other ladies pg'cies.

[trying&hoping]

Hey Ya'll- Just to let you know I keep stopping in to check on ya'll. Kore- I'm sorry you are in a sad place. It is such a roller-coaster, i've been stuck in the valley off and on many times! I've let go of the thinking about IF this cycle, waiting for our consultation May 3 with CCRM, so just decided to try to let it go for a mental health break..(try being the key word). It does feel good to attempt to let it go for a bit.

Love you ladies! The ones who have had success, and those of us who are still trying.

[newbeginnings]

I have been sooooooo nervous/anxious and can't get rid of it...like seriously I need to calm down. I actually feel like the very first time I did IVF and was freaking out over it. I feel the need to call the DE Coordinator and tell her what to do to make sure nothing gets missed etc. I was talking to someone the other day and they said all the feelings you have with your own IVF are amplified because now you have absolutely no control whatsoever with a donor involved and I'm really feel the need to gain control. I need to chill out but its so hard. I still have a ways to go and I can't imagine how it's going to be when the cycle starts rolling. I was thinking maybe I should schedule a meeting with my doc I think he's back next week and go over everything. What do you guys think? Maybe it will calm me a little.....

[nimmyjimmy325]

NB - definitely schedule a meeting with your doctor! get all your questions out and everything. Of course you are nervous, this is totally new territory!!! It will be good though, so worry but not too much

lynn - lol on the pizza, you are too funny. Pay that balance, so I can see pictures of your baby when she comes home Opps like how I gave you a girl? And you will build that nest egg back up, I am sure - it is nice not to have the debt to hold you back.

kore - I think it is kind of funny that you started the drama considering I think of you as such a calm no drama kind of person (I could be wrong, but your virtual personality strikes me as peaceful and low key but not a sheepish way, lol!!!). How long until the test??

heather - I hope you are feeling good!!

jenny, molly, trying - hi!!!

AFM - new job is working out so far, I finally got a permanent office which is nice.

[Amy_IVF_PGD]

Donna - my advice to you is to CHILL But I know that you absolutely won't and that you will have no rest until you meet with your doctor so I think you better make that appointment Your doctor loves you and knows that you are a bit "type A" so I am sure that he is expecting the meeting anyway

Nimmy - glad to hear you finally got an office. The place I work for does a partial "rotate" every 6 months so you (as an individual) end up moving offices about every 18 months. it is really nice because you get to work with new people and old friends and if you hate someone you know that you will eventually not work with them. But I never feel quite at peace until I get my office set up.

[newbeginnings]

Thanks Nimmy and Amy! Just a little Type "A"? LOL I booked an appt for next Thursday with him....it's better than calling him every 5mins.

[Amy_IVF_PGD]

seriously Donna - I need you to live closer to me so that you can come over and organize my life!

[newbeginnings]

Amy - Are you sure you want that? haha

[Amy_IVF_PGD]

I don't know....

[hkbuck]

I wish we all lived close to each other!! It would be so nice to finally meet!