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I guess I am not over my infertility days. I belong to an International adoption e-group and I noticed that someone had added that they were expecting to the there signature. I really did not mind that. However I was not the only one that noticed and today all 13 messages that have been sent have been to congratulate her. Yes I am happy for her but it is an adoption e-loop really the place to say congrats? It was hard for me to keep reading so I can image the new members who are fresh from ttc and ...

Two years ago today Brady's b-mom took him to an oprhange. She has two other childern and Brady (aka Sasha) was 6 weeks old. I often wonder what happend in those 6weeks that made her give him up? The reason stated was no money, and I am sure that is what it was. She never visted him again in the orphange otherwise we would not have been able to adopt him. In her heart she knew his life could be better. She knew if she did not cut off all contact he could not be adopted. How heartbreaking of a deciosn ...

Dear T, ( mother in Law)

Normally I would be writing you a cute thank you card for taking care of B last night instead though I want to say F**K You. I have never been so disapponited in my life. So many times when you have told me things you let B do or had B do I though does she not understand we don't do that or that it is not safe? Afterall you only had one child and your mom rasied him. Maybe that is why you feel like you should raise my child? Thankfully C and I don't feel that ...

I am so pissed right now I am crying! I had a meeting tonight so dh was staying with Brady, well while I was out of town he got called into a work. So we decided to let my MIL come out to the house and watch Brady. All she needed to do was give him a bath and put him to bed. Well over the past weekend we set up a toddler bed to get him used to it during nap we told her that he had only been in it once and to put him in his crib for bed she said ok. Well we both get home about the same time and she ...

Yes, this is my first blog and yes I am venting. Likely what I will do here most of the time

Had dinner with some other mom's last night, it was ok. They all have childern from ages 1-2.5 so it's great play time for this kids. Why though are they all so shocked that B goes to bed between 8-8:30? They look at me like I am the devil, and tell him poor baby has to go to bed early. Then when they find out he takes a nap they are just laugh and ask me when do I see him. I am not amused, ...