TRSBM

SIX!
How did such a big number
Get in the mix?
Six years ago
You made our house a home
No more feelings of being alone
Each year I wonder what more can I say
Yet you change my life every single day
Morning, day or night
I look at you and see life
You absorb every minute
Of course trying to push the limit
Seven you will soon be
Always a baby to me
Now I get a peak at the
Boy you have become ...

Five years what to say
I think you grow up more each day
It’s sad to see this time go by
Your growing up so fast I try not to cry

Kindergarten is almost through
I will always remember your first day of school
So proud you were to be a big boy
No fear, no tears full of so much joy

It was scary for me to let you go
For people to care for and teach that I don’t even know
Oh the joy your teachers have been
...

I really can't decide all I hear is MAC MAC MAC but I really fear it's operating system my drive me nuts. I know it can run windows and they say it's easy to go back and forth but will windows really run like it does? I need word, excel this will mainly be a work computer and it had to conform to a PC world. I know the graphics, the ichat, the iphoto are all great but for a work computer I just don't know. Price in not a real object since I am not paying I would get the new 17inch 8hr battery one ...

I am so I don't even know what over B's behaviour scared I guess is what I am. His temper is so fierce and fast that I don't know how to help him control it he goes from zero to 1000000 in one second. This has gotten worse with the additon to the family but today was a whole new level. He wantd a toy another child had at daycare and decided to choke him for it and hten when being punished stated that his mommy and daddy choked each other sometimes. Sigh. I am out of my league with this and sick ...

I wish I could figure out Abby's diaper issues. We are still having major blowouts and I mean up the back change her close in the shower blowouts. The pedi seems not to care b/c she is still mainting or gaining weight but daycare is not so happy. We have switched her to soy formula and that helped for about 3 days now it's back to the same. It's def not runny like D. is but it's so loose and all over the place. She is not getting juice or milk in a cup just the formula (per the dr) and water. It ...

Things have been such a blur since we came home on the 31st. We had Christmas to celebrate and house adjustments to make and lost time with B to make up for that we were just not up for celebrating Abby's first b-day on the 5th of Jan. We did not have a big party just a few friends over and cake of course! Things are going well at home she still is stuck to me and not happy when I leave the room but getting better each day. She loves her big brother and is getting to where she wants to follow ...

We leave in a few hours for home. We arrive Wed afternoon around 1:30


AMEN

I don't even know how many days I have been gone way too many that is for sure. We obviouly won't be making it home for Chritmas and while I know it's only one year and it is important that we are hear with Abigail my heart breaks into a million pieces each time I think of Brady at home without us and me here without him. This whole process has been such a nightmare I really thought this one thing would go right for us but alas it did not. We don't knwo when we will be home would you belive I am ...

Won't be long before I am stuck on a plane for 14 hours OH THE JOY!

We are leaving on the 12th and will need all the prayers we can get to return on our scheduled date of the 24th. If all goes as planned which nothing has at this point we will leave VN on the 23rd of December arriving home on Christmas Eve. I can't even express how much that would mean to me. Please continue to pray for us! Thank you all so much for the thoughts and prayers I would not be able to do this without you.

James 1:27 (New International Reader's Version)

...