TriciaJ

I'm so tired of bad things happening.

A good friend of mine struggled with IF, went through IVF at the same time as I but was not successful in getting pregnant. Fastforward a couple years and she did conceive on her own, she was so happy and glowing, you could see it in every part of her. She sent me a text that she had been hospitalized because of PTL, they had her stable and were waiting to see what to do next. I then get a text on Saturday that her baby boy was born, he passed yesterday morning. Why? WTF is going on? I'm so angry for her and her family. She is an amazingly quiet and private person, I know she blames herself even though it is not her fault. Her husband is a hard man and I fear that he isn't able to support her much through this. Even though I survived losing 2 of my own sons I still have no idea what to do, what to say, how to help.

I'M ANGRY AND TIRED AND SO **** SAD!!!!!