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Praise God Praise God! Those are the only 2 words I can repeat today!!!! We went in for the beta today and it came back at a 528!!!!!! We are so incredibly thrilled and just blown away.

Neither of us slept much at all last night. Before bed, as usual, we said our prayers. Of course they centered around the pregnancy test and we both cried and cried. I kept my hand on my belly all night because I was afraid I wan't going to be able to if I got a BFN. We went in at 9:30 for ...

Today was pretty good. I stayed busy all day long and it is almost over now! I cleaned since Mom is coming on Saturday. I also worked on my scrapbook. I am still not done, but I just have a couple of other sections to finish. If I really wanted to, I could probably finish tonight, but I am not sure if that will happen. I also organized under my bathroom sink and threw out all the expired meds I have. (Boy do I sound like a LOOSER or what!) But that is okay, because I made it through the ...

DH and I talked about it tonight and decided against POAS tomorrow am. He really wants to spend the day with me after we find out wether it is a BFP or BFN. He had already decided to take Friday off, so he can go with me for my beta. After thinking about it - it is true. I don't want to have to celebrate or cry with him for 10 minutes and then he goes to work and I am by myself. one way or another I will want and need him around.

Looks like I need to stay busy tomorrow too!! ...

I got a great nights sleep and woke up refreshed and with a much better attitude. I started to think about the statistics. . . with my age, the embryo quality, my health there is MORE of a chance that I AM PG than not. So that is what I am going to focus on. And I am going to go ahead and HPT tomorrow. I realized I will be 9dp5dt and that should be long enough. In fact my clinic would have done my beta tomorrow if they didn't just do BW on MWF. So in my mind, tomorrow is beta day kind of! ...

I didn't do as well today. I couldn't get motivated and just sat around. I didn't even really sit around a watch TV and try to get my mind off the wait. I sat around and played on FT and the internet. IT was almost like all I wanted to do was dwell on how much longer I have. 2 days isn't that long (well it was really more like 3 today) but it seems like an eternity. I wish I had some kind of symptoms or something to give me some hope that it is positive. I know everyone is different and some ...

Today was a good day. I slept in late, snuggled with Majors and took it easy.

I decided to make my honeymoon scrapbook my project for the week to take my mind off the 2WW. OK. . .so I am 4 years late, but that is okay! I actually had a pretty good time doing it. Usually scrapbooking frustrates me because I am not that artistic. But I went to Michael's and got some fun stickers to add to my pages and that got me excited. Now every page still looks the same but it has different ...

I am starting to freak out a little bit. I have had cramps off and on since the transfer. I was told that was normal and could even be a good sign. Tonight they are getting a little worse and I am afraid they are Pre AF cramps. I never even thought about the fact that I could get a BFN and find out because AF comes early!

I am trying hard not to freak out, but I can't quit crying and praying "Please Lord please!!!"

On a positive note, DH and I went to ...

So I think it is official. I have entered the weepy stage of the 2WW. Last night I cried a lot on the way home from this ministry my Sunday School class does for homeless men. DH and I volunteered to help serve supper to them and stay and chat with them for a while. They were all such nice and gracious men. I cried because I was sorry for them. I cried because they had such an amazing spirit despite their circumstances and was inspired. I cried because I was so thankful for my up bring and ...

Lunch with Brenda the Sunday School teacher went great today. She is a riot! It took us an hour and a half to eat because we were talking so much! She reminded me about a ministry that DH and I had volunteered for tonight. We had completely forgot. WE have been SO SO self absorbed. . . .well for the last few months! I felt awful that I forgot. But it wasn't too late and we had a great night.

My church does a ministry for homeless men call Room in the Inn. We pick up 10 homeless ...

So far so good. my progesterone is 64 and they said it should be at least 30, so another good report!!

DH and I went to eat pizza after my appointment. I joked that I was already having cravings I confessed to him that if we get a BFP, then I will be disappointed if only one of the embies makes it. Don't get me wrong - - - I will be THRILLED to be PG. But these are already my babies and that would mean that one of them didn't survive ...