TeppieG

Today was pretty good. I stayed busy all day long and it is almost over now! I cleaned since Mom is coming on Saturday. I also worked on my scrapbook. I am still not done, but I just have a couple of other sections to finish. If I really wanted to, I could probably finish tonight, but I am not sure if that will happen. I also organized under my bathroom sink and threw out all the expired meds I have. (Boy do I sound like a LOOSER or what!) But that is okay, because I made it through the day with minimal tears and I will know tomorrow if I am PG!!!!!!!

I am making Lasagne for DH tonight and hopefully soon it will be time for bed! I just made reservations for us at Ruth Chris for tomorrow night. I hope we will be celebrating a pregnancy. Maybe we will still go if it is a BFN to celebrate living through IVF. I don't know. I imagine if it is a BFN, I will be a wreck and couldn't make it through dinner out. And getting dressed up wouldn't be too fun.

I am saying lots of prayers and they mostly consists of 2 words "Please Lord please!!" I have so many people praying for us now. We are so blessed. Part of me does wish though that no one else knew. It saddens me just to think about how hard it will be to tell people if it is a BFN. But then again - it was their prayers that kept me strong over the last few months, so I wouldn't give that back.

Anyway. . . next post will be after I get my results. I so hope it is one filled with excitement, joy and thanksgiving not sadness. Please Lord please