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First of all I just wanted to say thanks to Athena for the supportful note yesterday. I really do appreciate it.

Court went ok. Lots of things said about us and against us that were not true. All in all the judge saw right through it. Which is wonderful. She has always been insightful and right on the money. The letter from Chris's therapist and the guardian ad litem all agree that he should stay here. For Chris's best interest and more so because it is what he wants. ...

one month visit-- 9 pounds 3 oz, 21 inches-- 50th % for length and weight, 30th for noggin.

Everything looked great! She was very pleasant until the hepb shot-- I haven't seen her that shade of red yet!!

First smile-- 1 day short of 1 month old, to mommy, on diaper changing table. They've been few and far between thus far (8/23) but usually around a nipple

My gosh...my stomach is killing me. It feels like I have rocks sitting right in the middle of my abdomen. The pain radiates to my lower back. Ugh. Last time it (I have no idea what “it” is) flared up like this I lost over 20 lbs because I couldn’t / wouldn’t eat anything. I attributed it to the stress of the divorce…but have nothing to attribute it to this time. Life is bliss.

Mom took the kids last night so I could go home & attempt to restore some semblance of ...

I didn't plan on going out last night because of my stupid lip, but my friend that owns a pawn shop said that he had some dvd's for Chase, so I went anyway. We all sat and had a nice time, ate pizza, drank beer and exchanged stories. Mostly the guys do all the talking and I just laugh my ass off ot how much of idiots they are They are all in their 60's, do very well for themselves and are married but aren't the most trustable pack of guys if ya' know what I mean. #3 called and as soon ...

Well, I just got back from getting my blood drawn for the beta. I should finally know one way or the other in a few hours. For some reason I'm not feeling to optimistic right now. It's just a gut feeling but usually those turn out to be accurate. So, hopefully I am wrong! Not much more to report right now. Oh, we got a call from Jeri last night, they just found out that one of Cory's cousins (Jessica) has a brain tumor. She is in Marshfield today to find out whether it is malignant or not, ...

After yesterday's foiled attempt to get on the school bus, we made it this morning! Kenzie was so excited. She talked and talked as we walked to the stop sign to wait for the bus. As we watched the bus pull into the neighborhood, her face lit up! It stopped at the street before ours and I gave her a kiss and a hug. It stopped at our street and she gave me a kiss and a hug. She bounced up the stairs and never quit smiling! I love this little girl! She is so big now! My heart swelled and ...

So what is this eQueen contest I keep referring too? I suppose I've kept everyone in suspense for long enough. One of the local radio stations ran a contest where you submit your idea for an internet business. The winner receives $10,000 and one year free website service. Ok, I'm game. I have lots of ideas and a few of them are actually good. I wrote this witty little paragraph and entered my genius idea in hopes to be rich and famous on the internet. Lot of freckin' good that did me. Nope, ...

Dear T, ( mother in Law)

Normally I would be writing you a cute thank you card for taking care of B last night instead though I want to say F**K You. I have never been so disapponited in my life. So many times when you have told me things you let B do or had B do I though does she not understand we don't do that or that it is not safe? Afterall you only had one child and your mom rasied him. Maybe that is why you feel like you should raise my child? Thankfully C and I don't feel that ...

In today's post, we look at April. Your father and I finally have all the doc squared away and we are ready to start the first IUI with microsort. But like the rest of this very long story, there are some bumps along the way. As you can see April was a very eventful month for us.

Opps one or two more posts from March first:

3.27.05
Is anyone planning an IUI for around mid-april? (The name of the thread I started) It will be my first - hopefully - fingers crossed. ...

Hello....Hello.....

Well no news from my RE's office....so I assume that I will just start my BCP's tonight and as I get close to the end, I will call them again. I am not worried, I know they haven't forgotten about me. I wish I had some kind of time frame....but it will come...trying to be patient and keeping my stress level down.

This is the first week in MONTHS that I have missed my Accupuncture and an Adjustment....and I am feeling it...but I go on Monday, so ...