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and I wasn't one of them. I am thankful for my job, overwhelmed by the new work load and wondering what is the next step really for our company? Our VP (10-15% owner) decided to step back and pursue other interests, he's been there over 30 years. I asked him what interests he was pursuing and he said nothing, he had nothing lined up and no idea of what next. Seems to me he was pushed out rather than opting out. We still lost an outside guy, 1 inside sales person, reception, one person out back ...

Something just doesn't seem right, hmmm.

We have to take 2 more samples to the hospital over the nights month or so. Apparently, as the count is a little on the low side (but nothing at all to worry about), the doctor reckoned that if we were doing IVF it would be perfectly fine, but if its the "turkey baster" method (which it will be) then it might take a few go's. We were relieved though of course because, after the scare the other day, we thought there was something badly wrong.

I have the week off work this ...

I cant believe Im starting again. I had my baseline today and everything looks good. I start Letrozole tonight!! This has got to be it!!

Well so much for "moving on". We've been seperated for 2 months now and guess whos pregant.....again? Ugh! What do I do now?
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"Relying on a man is like taking one step forward and 5 steps back, you won't get anywhere!" Moving On!

After passing the stone I had a huge pain in the middle that travelled down and then by 5am it was almost gone. I finally went to sleep around 6 and when I woke up at 10am I felt Sooooooo much better! I would say just about no lower back pain for the first time in a couple of weeks!

So, tomorrow I will call my urologist (I had lots of sludge and a stone back in 2005) and see what to do from here. I will also call the Gyn and let him know that I passed a stone and see if they ...

What a blast! The Atlantis is sooooo much fun and the weather was beautiful. Walking around in bathing suits in November is AWESOME! We also went on a private island trip thatwas so cool. Dan got to fee iguanas and stingrays. The water was soooooo blue. Wish I was back there right now under a palm tree!

I just am on the verge of tears today... I feel so very alone. I also feel like some people whom I thought were friends look down on me now & while I'm not one to care a lot, this time it is someone I really thought was a friend & it really hurts. It shouldn't matter to me but it does. The last time I talked to him I asked him why he didn't even say hello any more & he apologized; however, he's said hi & chatted maybe twice since that & I am so tired of going out of my way when ...

I think they're cute together! I can't wait to meet him in person. So, awhile back there was a picture of her kissing him on the cheek and he just happened to have his eyes squished up and was making a face that looked as if he might get sick. I made a funny comment about what was she doing kissing him and making him sick..not to be kissing him and making him sick anymore. So now he thinks it's the funniest thing ever and said he's going to make a funny face everytime she kisses him on the cheek. ...

HOPE is more than just a word. It's a firm belief that even if you don't know how or when, God will come through and better days are ahead.

Life sends rain... Hope dances in the puddles until the sun comes out again.

From the devotional book, Rain on Me by Holley Gerth

I am trying so hard not to carry so much stress. Since dh lost his job I have gotten very little sleep. It is really starting to catch up with me.

I pray that a great job ...