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We have a few internet leads we found last night and this morning. DH wants to call on them. Go ahead! I have plenty to do.

All weekend. And I need mindless reading when I log on to take my mind off the moving stuff. (I do have a lot to get done in the next 3 days)
Anyone want to chit chat? You can here in my blog responses. That way it gives me something to read when I take a break. Ask questions, tell me what is going on in your life. Please????

My beautiful girls have been gone 1 month. How is it the 18th again so quickly?????

I am still just at a loss how this all happened. It wasn't supposed to happen like this. We were going to be the ones that made it.....we were going to have our babies and kick that stupid molar to the curb.

Sawyer and Dylan.....we love you so much. You should have been almost 22 weeks now....you were supposed to be busy and active, keeping me up at night with your movements.....oh ...

With Brian home last week, we got in the habit of napping, sleeping late and being up late. I knew it'd bite us in the rear Sunday night, and it did. We were up ridiculously late and then back up at 6 to have Brian go to work. But I thought we'd be back on track last night since we were both tired.

But no, I napped after he left for work and he napped when he got home and we ended up forcing ourselves to bed at 4 am. And neither of us slept all that well. I think I'll be napping ...

I went in to the Doc yesterday and read my report with him. It said there is NO EVIDENCE OF MELANOMA in the skin, the nodes or any surrounding tissue!
I can not tell you how that made me feel! The doc said he was just thrilled to get this news, obviously not as thrilled as I was!
Today things look so much better!
I will see an onclologist 4 times the first year for full body checks(hope he's cute ) regardless of the outcome. Then a couple times a year for life.Fine ...

Papa's funeral is on Friday.

He's coming home to Grannys Tomorrow to rest at home until then.

Granny has asked me to do the orders of services for him. Of course I will.

A little bit of good news thought.. they have decided NOT to do a post mortum. Thank God. i hated the though of them cutting him up.

I put on weight this week.. ok.. only 2lbs.. but as i have barely eaten, i don't know how.

M&G were swimming yesterday... ...

I got to work this morning and I had a message on the dating site from him. I was busy and didn't respond. Next thing you know, I get an e-mail from hi asking If I want to watch a movie with him this week. THEN I get a text a bit later asking if I am mad at him. UMMMMM.... we have only gone out once! Back off a bit! ****! I was working and he did this all within 2 hours! I finally sent him a message back and said I was busy and I would message him later. I finally sent him a message stating that ...

Test result from today is good, P4 was at 38.5, RE says anything above 20 is good. We shall see!

Today has not been a great day. You wouldn't believe the hoops people make you jump through to have utilities turned on. Closing has been pushed back a day. I can not find any high speed internet in our new area.
My bright spot was my meeting with my friends tonight. My dear friends. I can't even write about it b/c I am afraid I will start crying and not be able to stop.
I came home after 9 and nothing was straightened and the kids were not in bed. :
My mom called ...

We had a playdate scheduled after school today with my friend Lisa's son who also happens to be named Noah. We were supposed to go to her house and I suddenly realized that I needed her to come to mine since MIL was coming over for dinner. I called her from the car and we made the arrangements. When I hung up the phone my Noah asked me if I was speaking to Lisa from camp (his karate teacher). I answered, "no, it was Noah's mommy." He got very quiet and seemed to be pondering what ...