Pebbles

Todays mood and song. can't find it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e5WS6...23C082&index=0

Peace on Earth

On a web site devoted to the many diffirent ways to make a family, why so many here do not get adoption, or respct it for that matter. I think one of the main reasons I avoid the GP bb is that over and over again many post leave me feeling like a great many posters on that bb consider adoptive parents second class citizens in the world of parenting. It saddens me that this site dedicated to family building has people here that do not support adoption or those of us that have built our families through ...

I think I am going to start at one collage and then transfer to another. I am going to start the application process for collage number 1 this friday. I am nervous but I think I can handle it. I talked with my supervisor today and she is thrilled and will work with me and my scheduel and when or if it gets to much I can go to prn only. next step is looking into some student loans.

I just came to the point I can't wait any longer, I am going back to school. I am tired of being at a non advancing point in my career. The only thing holding me back is my unfinished degree. I am going back, I plan to start oct. 16. Big changes for our family. it will be a loss of income for about 18 months, but at this end of that my salary will DOUBLE!!! This is going to be hard on everyone, but the time will never be any better. I really hope I can do this. I think it is not only best for our ...

WEll a month ago today, I pulled them out of the day care and things have been going much better. I really believe the problem was in the day care. After removing them I talked to one of the daycare teachers who is in a diffrent class then my dd's and she told me things that made my stomach turn, she told me she really wasn't surprised when I removed them and had thought I might. She knew dh and I weren't the kind of parents to put up with the stuff going on. Things are hectic now arranging for ...

I never thought I would have to say those words. I am beside myself, neither Larry or I have any clue what to do with her. Since friday she has physically harmed 5 other students. I don't know why she is having violent outbursts. She has never done this to anyone in the past ( except her sister) she is usually the child all the teachers love, even the teacher is clueless, she doesn't understand what is going on. I think I will be making an appointment with her ped. to see what he suggest. I spent ...

from the photo's of the surgery, his knee was a mess, glad they went in and fixed it now. my back is out so we are quite the twosome LOL. good thing my parents are in town.

It snuck up on me and I so wasn't ready. Two days ago I got so tired of T begging for some music for her cd player that "wasn't for babies" ( don't know why she still didn't like toddler's greatest 101 hits LOL) I bought her 2 kidz bop cd's. I walk in to see my once little girl swaying back in forth in front of her cd player singing along to Black Horse & The Cherry Tree. She cought me looking at her and smiles and says to me. "thank you mommy, I am so proud of you for finally ...

I think my days at FT may soon be getting shorter. my real life takes a lot out of me and what is left I owe to my family. In years I have been here I have seen things that warmed my heart and Renewed my faith in humanity. I have also seen things that made me wonder why people bother to even communicate at all. There are people here who I appreciate more then they will never even know and I have never even met them. There are those here I am glad I don't know and think they are self serving and ...