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I have needed to do that all day! I am glad FT is back up.

Ali complained at nap that her throat and ear was hurting. I hustled to make her a Dr appointment, at a new Dr I may add b/c of the insurance crazy crap. Their ped is no longer covered.
I gave her some tylenol and she said it stopped. I went ahead and took her anyway. Sure enough, she has an ear infection.
Before I left the Drs I took my sugar it was 126, my lowest reading yet. I didn't eat much carbs with lunch and missed my snack.
While I was driving home, I started feeling ...

I am still smoke free. It has been hard. I am so stressed about being diabetic, but I have managed to not smoke.

I have complained before b/c when we moved I asked my DH to bring our dishwasher (which was only a couple years old- though we didn't pay for it. it was dinged and his boss gave it to him when he worked at Maytag)
He didn't want to mess with it, and his defense we were down to the wire when we moved here -it was crazy.
Anyway when we moved here we found out the dishwasher is a piece. It doesn't work worth a crap. I had to pre wash everything.
On Monday my DH saw a dishwasher ...

Yeah, here I had my IUD removed a little over a month ago, and now we are using condoms. Not either of our favorite form of birth control, but needed none the less. I am not sure when we will be able to ttc. I don't really know anything about ttc and diabetes. Another complication to add to the list of getting pg.
I am still feeling like crud. I am sure I had written about feeling so bad and just not sure why I feel so bad. It turns out it is the diabetes. My sugar levels are starting to ...

Well it was yesterday but I was too busy feeling sorry for myself to write about it.
I went to the Dr yesterday morning. They actually tested me in the hospital they just didn't tell me. So the test that shows you what you have been running the last 3 months, says I have been running 300.
He put me on two different oral meds, and is supposed to be getting things together for me to get educated about it.
My meds are not making me feel well. Right after I take the first dose ...

I got my old glucametor this morning to see what my morning level was. It was 298 the first time and 308 the second. UGH Double checked on a friends glucametor at church over 3 hours later and it was still 275 ish, never having ate anything just drinking diet soda. Came home and checked it two hours after eating- chili no crackers with cheese- 359. Well sheet.
I am not sure what to think. I am scared and angry and what else. I knew I had not felt right it quite awhile.
This just ...

I still have not had as much as a drag off a cig, it will be 5 weeks tomorrow. The last two days I have had the strongest urges to smoke I have had in all this time. I don't get it. I will not go back, but it scares me. How much longer? Will I always have that? And if I do, can I stay stopped forever?
I quit for 5 years before. I quit when I was 24 to ttc, and started up again at 29 after my 3rd loss in less than a years time.
I quit when I was pg with Ali- and started back ...

Well my appointment yesterday went pretty much like I feared. Yes it is yeast, but we don't know how to get rid of it.
And the one I knew was coming- I think you need to go get tested for diabetes.
I stopped at my GP on the way home to set up an appointment for that.
Not looking forward to this. Even if I am not, it is just a matter of time unless I lose about 120 lbs, and start excercising and all of that.
My mom and dad are both diabetic. I had GD with both ...

Still flared up in the nether regions. Not happy at all as this has been going on since Oct. Just finished another round of the meds to treat the VB, and am hurting itching again.
So I call my ob and can get in today. I call my DH to see where he is, and he is in town. Well can you come home so I can go to my appointment. He gets all huffy. Ok honey if you don't ever want to have sex again FINE!
I mean geesh. You think he would be tired of going with out. I know I am. I miss it. ...