NikkiRMO

okay so....last week was like the worst week ever. I was so hormonal I thought I was going crazy. I cried at the drop of a bucket and got angry just as quick. I couldn't stand being around myself so I'm sure DH couldn't stand being around me either. Took like 3 pregnancy test in one week because I was way past day 28 of cycle and no AF. I waited, talked to doctor, felt like I was going to exploid....he said wait til day 35 take another pregnancy test then. Well day day 31 I had minor spotting right after I took the third pregnancy test!! Then it stopped until Sunday and then it came full force...so not preggers. I was so upset and felt so let down. I know its only my first month back on the Clomid, but by my history I usually get pregnant on the first month, of course those previous two times have had miscariages, but still. So this month I'm gonna try and be more realistic. I'm not going to be " sure" I'm pregnant as soon as I missed my AF by one day.

Oh and over the weekend one of my Best friends told me that she was pregnant..ugg...it just hurts so much ya know? Its not that I'm not happy for them, but its so frustrating that its so hard for DH and I to conceive and othere are able to do it right away. Soooo.....that's it for now i reken.