Mrsbeck

I will admit that this past week was a looooong one. I have felt fine. My breasts are only a little sore every once and a blue moon. I have not had any more pink. I am more hungry and thirsty than usual. My son is still giving me my PIO and I dont seem to be getting as sore the next day. I guess my poor ole hiney is getting used to them.

My big idea to have my beta drawn at my OB's office kinda back fired on me! I was thinking I would drive 20 minutes, get my labs drawn and then get my results 2 hrs later. Easy enough right? Well not for me. I was stressed as it was. Another thing, I usually have bad or crazy dreams. Last night my dream was a good dream. I had a dream that my beta was perfect. I felt kind of scared when I woke up. When I got in my car this morning I had this weird feeling of regret. I told myself I should just drive to Lubbock as I could still make it by 10:15. But I didnt, I drove on to Midland. When I got there, there were two girls ahead of me. One of which is a precious friend I work with. Then I overheard the news! " the machine is broke so results will not be ready until 4-5pm". Oh crap! Why didnt I just go to where I have been going. I called my Dr's office but they said they close at noon so I should just stay in Midland. So I do. I got my blood drawn and then I walked outside and sat on a bench for a little while. I prayed and calmed myself down. I finally drove away and went to get myself some breakfast. Apparently I just needed to eat, because my mood brightened up as soon as I ate. My sister then came over and we went to a few stores and had lunch. I then came home and waited. Finally at 4:30pm I got the call: beta 7,079 and progesterone was 38. I gave thanks to God first and foremost. I prayed and wanted to cry! I am very grateful and I very blessed. I will continue to pray that my pregnancy will continue to progress. My sonogram is Tuesday late afternoon.

Dear God thank you for life! God bless you all that read my little blog. I pray for all of us to have successful journeys!