Mrsbeck

Ahh Where do I start? I am going to start with a letter I recieved this afternoon (Thursday 3dp5dt). It is a letter from the Embryologist at my RE's office. The letter is to inform my husband and I of the disposition of the remaining embryos from our recent IVF case. It states that if requested, The "Name of my clinic" currently cryopreserves all embryos remaining after transfer which meet strict pre-established criteria for cryopreservation. It also states that "Less than 40% of the IVF cases that we perform have embryos that meet these criteria and are cryopreserved following transfer". Then It gave the final results of my recent IVF case: Three [3] Embryos Frozen......Thank you Lord for our embryos. I realize how blessed we are and I will never forget that. We have decided that we will keep our embryos for a while unless we need them. If and when we decide we no longer wish to transfer, We will donate......

I had purchased a 3 pack of "answer" hpt's to test out my trigger. I took one Sunday (the night before transfer) and it was very very faint positive. I took another the day after transfer (Tuesday 1dp5dt) and it may have had a hint of a positive but mostly it was negative. I took the last one this evening (Thursday 3dp5dt) and it was completely negative.

TO TEST OR NOT TO TEST? WHEN TO TEST?
This day I prayed quite a bit. I talked to my little ones all day. I was a little worried because I was not feeling the mild cramps. I finally decided to leave the house. I drove to a Walmart I never go to. It is farther but I drove there because they usually have the 3 pks of FRER and with the $2 off coupon, they end up costing $6.98 for 3. I also needed more V8 and gaterade. I was not in the store long before I was overcome with complete exhaustion. And I guess it showed because I had an older gentleman who even asked me if I was very sleepy lol. So I promptly paid at the self checkout and went home to take a nap.

According to the NY Fertility Center on 3dp5dt this is what should be happening: The blastocystsattaches deeper into the uterine lining, beginning implantation......My question is-If one of my embryos was already hatching at transfer, would it implant sooner? And is it possible for the embryos to implant at different times? I guess I will have to ask Dr Google lol.

After I woke from my nap, I decided to take a test only because of the exhaustion I had felt. It was negative as I expected it to be at 3dp5dt.

I continue my faith in God and in everything that comes my way.

I have figured out why I find a certain kind of peace in writing this blog. It is a place for me to jot down my feelings, dreams, worries, and a place to look back at everything I do not want to ever forget. I find security that I can write at my own pace. I like that I really dont get much back talk, good or bad lol.