I feel so stupid...
by, 08-16-2005 at 08:05 PM (245 Views)
I don't know why, but I just feel so out of place.
I try really hard, but just don't seem to have many friends - 2 to be exact.
I have 2 really close friends IRL - my best friend that moved from Louisiana to Montana last year when she got married and another very close friend that I work with.
I have tried to build relationships here, but I always feel as though I am intruding on everyone. I guess I am feeling sorry for myself and I need to stop. I just am so lonely! DH works nights and we only see each other on the weekends. The silver lining in my dark cloud...my children! They keep me smiling and I am so blessed to have them. I need to get over it and suck it up...
I don't know why I wrote all of this. I guess I needed to release.