momto3angels

Since Hannah, Ryan and Abby have died, I've found my resources for dealing with things keep getting significantly lower. I feel like i have layer upon layer of struggles that have been building up over the last years, and now any time something goes out of allignment in my world, I'm have a hard time dealing with it.

We've been dealt some hard blows since they died...the most recent has been a change in our insurance. This doesn't sound like a big deal, but my hematologist, my daughters ...

Being one of three children myself, I had always thought I would have 3 children of my own. Once the initial shock of being pregnant with triplets wore off, I was thrilled that I would accomplish this desire all at one time. Unfortunately, that wasn't to be for me or for them...

For months now, my brother and sister-in-law have gone back and forth about having another baby. She wants one, he does not. They have a beautiful and very spirited 3 1/2 year old girl and a wonderfully cute ...

I was just reading back in my journal from the year we started infertility treatments. My thinking was always so upbeat, strong and positive then. I didn't say "how unfair, when most of the world can have a nice romantic dinner, some wine and a good night in the sack to concieve, we have to go through ICSI/IVF" Instead, I said "We are so lucky that we have this option" I felt strong. I was strong.

Although it is clearly not the most serious of my issues, my foot ...

I was watching the Obama/Hilary debate last night and the final question was one that surprised me. (loosley Paraphrasing here) They were asked to define their most challenging personal crisis.

I was actually unsure of the relevence of that question or what they hoped to achieve by asking it. I thought both candidates did a fine job answering the question-Obama talking about his father leaving and how it forced him to learn to bring people together. Hilary joking about the "trials" ...

I don't blog. I feel uncomfortable opening up my world to the public, and yet here I am, blogging. I wonder what that says about me?

Nonetheless, I have a lot to say about nothing and everything, all pertaining to myself. Is that selfish? Perhaps. But I guess that's why this is my blog, right?

I'm not sure where this blog will go~but I am sure that it won't be all about the gloom and doom aspects of my life. We all have gloom and doom, although some of us have more than ...