Mom2trips&2

It's 4:30 am...I've had 1 huor of sleep tonight...sooooo tired.....She just won't sleep, she is o unhappy tonight I hate to see her so miserable and at the same time I'm feeling quite selfish in that all I want is just an hour or two of sleep. I don't really need alot of sleep...I've always been good on about 4 or 5 hours of sleep, but this one and two hoursa night is catching up with me and I'm feeling a bit crispy. I went out with everyone for the first time by muself today. Not much different then going out with 4, just took a little more time. We went to the post office to mail out some ebay stuff. I tried to send off a coat without an address on it Can we say sleep deprived?? It was nice outside so we played outside a bit when we came hoem too....been such a nie mild winter, I wonder if it is going to keep up...also wonder if summer is going to be hot as hell after all this pleasantness throguh the winter...I guess we'll see. Beds went okay tongiht...Audrey didn't get out once, the girls went ot sleep fairly quickly. Andrew did okay, but he rolled out of bed at around midnight and was a little worried to get back in, but he did and seemed oto be okay after a minute...It's funny, I was worried abo urails for Audrey, and ended up passing them by since she isn't a big mover when she sleeps and we have the little bunk rails on her bed still anyway, but I didn't even think abou tthe other kids...figured they'd be okay...now I feel bad. He was okay though, and maybe now he'll be more subconciously aware of the edge of the bed....

can't think of anything else to type right now....courtney is fidgeting and grunting in her bassinet.....tears are coming soon...maybe I'll move her back to the bouncy seat...at least she slept an hour or so there...she's going to be exhausted when she ever is able to get to sleep good Poor sweetie...I think she must be gassy.