The lump on my neck...
by , 02-07-2006 at 09:12 AM (173 Views)
has not gone away....I guess there goes chalking it up to some pregnancy related thing. Now, I just have to get over my fears that something could be wrong and just go to the doctor, see if something is, and start trying to deal with it. I'm so afraid of cancer, and even though I have no history in my family, I am young, I am helathy and I don't do any of the things that would cause cancer, it is one of my biggie fears. Now it is really present. I can't even make myself make the appt. My problem is I am a hypocondriac, but I am a procrastinator too, so I worry to death about everything that could be wrong with me but then I put off doing anything about it...I guess it usually works out because it turns out to be nothing by my paranoia, but I'm kicking myself now thinking I should have gone to the doctor about this, pregnant or not....if anyones reading this, could you keep me in your prayers...I just don't know that I could handle anything serious right now....




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