I am so angry!! My parents are trying to buy a house here in kansas and have had NOTHING but issues. They found the perfect house for them,, was told of the closing date, almost killed thierselves in the awful storm in ST Louis and INdiana coming here and brought thier RV loaded with stuff only to have the loan person call the DAY before closing to tell them that the STINKIN state of WV has tax liens out on them. My parents have never paid a tax that was not paid in full to the tax department. They...

Its been so long since I have written anything. Hard to find the time even when I have so much on my mind.
So now Carlee is already six months old and I find myself crying all the time realizing that it is over for us. I mean the newborn baby thing. IT breaks my heart to no end to think that I will no longer be able to nurse a baby, rock a baby to sleep. I cant get it outta my mind. Maybe because of all we went through to even achieve a pregnancy. Its so hard to believe that part of out...

I am in a rut. I dont know why. Do you ever feel that things are the same EVERY single day. Thats how i feel. I need a change. Nothing major. Just a change. I LOVE being able to stay at home with Kaelyn. And I cant wait to have this baby too, but i just feel kinda in a rut. I am so tired, you would think i would have my butt in bed. But alas.. here I am.
I think that i will start a blog after the baby is born about its life maybe. I did it with Kaelyn in a diary type thing, but got so consumed...

I havent written anything for so long. I SOO cant wait to have this baby. I am having such a hard time with this pregnancy. Heart issues,, sickness, gestational diabetes, you name it! Kinda sad since this our second and last pregnancy. I just wanted to enjoy it ya know. Guess not!
Now that its spring and getting warmer maybe i can get out and take Kaelyn to the park and for a walk, I hope i feel up to it. I guess I am done for now. Not much to report on Im afraid. Not that I am doing this...

Well. Today was a lazy day. I should have gotten my butt in gear earlier then I did and got some stuff done. But alas....
Kaelyn has gotten to the point that if you put her in bed, she cries her eyes out until I go in and get her and rock her in the rocking recliner for about 15 minutes in the living room and then she will go to bed. Dont get me wrong. I LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS. Especially since she is two and getting so independent. I only wish she would let me do it BEFORE she goes to bed the...