sometimes I wonder about my life.
by, 03-05-2006 at 07:59 AM (334 Views)
Did I make the right choices? I know I did about my kids, I am greatful about that. I think of all the opportunites I passed up on that would have made my life better financially. I don't know if I made the right chioce with my husband as my life parner. I mean, I love him, he is the fahter of my children but the last few yrs I found him dull and aggravating. I mean he and i are sooo different. Sometimes I think I settled. I love him, but I feel like there is something misssing. Is it that I lived my life as a goody tooshoo and now I am a grown woman and want something else? I'm not sure what to make of it. We have been to couseling. He is fine with our marriage. I mean, when I got married it was until death do us part. I believe in my vows. Sometimes I just wonder is this it?? Am I just in a hum drum? Sometimes I look at him and I am like you big ape! (Of course I don't say it to him) and other times I look at him and he is a good dad. He is warm and caring. I could have picked alot worse.