MarieOz

You are so very right.

Your insight amazes me. You have such a talent of seeing where the problem actually lies. I hope you don't charge me for 'laying on your sofa' therapy, one day I'd owe you a fortune.

Thank you for being there for me.

Love you heaps and heaps...

So after my negative hpt last week, I've really been thinking...

DH and I aren't on any BC. We don't really need it. Even though we both are in 'working' condition, we have never achieved a natural pg and I doubt we ever will..... BUT stranger things have happened. And I have to pull my head out of my butt and make some decisions...

Pros and Cons....

* I don't want to go on BC just in case there is a 'surprise' pg in store for us. I would love to ...

is my daughter? She just blows me away. Whenever I get scared about life and what it holds for her with her learning disabilities, she surprises me by letting me know that she is very self-reliant.

i can't believe that she starts pre-school in 4 weeks. She is so excited. Mummy is so scared....

She is so loving towards us. I hope I can always maintain the open relationship I have with her. I want her to be my best friend...

I just love this age Will is at.

I just sat and watched him for 20 minutes, try to work out how the vaccuum cleaner cord comes out. It's just too cute. Squatting, kneeling, bending over. Little fingers pushing probing. Totally engrossed.

All with the biggest smile on his face. the beauty of innocence. Takes my breath away.

I did a hpt today. Stupid I know. Like I will ever get pg without medical intervention. But.... I've been getting semi-regular periods and had the burning nipple sensation I've had with each one of my pgs. So while I was out shopping, I popped into the grocery store to buy a cheapo hpt. What are the chances that someone else would be doing the same thing? A young couple were directly behind me. I sort of discreetly moved over, not wanting them to know what I was purchasing. Until I heard ...

It's 4am and I am up because my lovely son just slapped me (in his sleep) in the face. Straight on the gaping hole in my mouth where I just had a tooth extracted.

i hate tooth extractions... But my own fault for letting the tooth get as out of control as it did....

I swear, I promise. I will get regular check ups on my teeth next year.

If I can afford it. yesterdays little fun (NOT) expedition cost me $176

Happy Happy Birthday my beautiful son William. There was a time I despaired that we would never have children, and here I am with one of each. I know I am very lucky.

William is such a gorgeous child. Nearly always smiling and happy. He is a real Mumma's boy, which I love.

We are having family birthday today and a party tomorrow afternoon.

My cousin, her partner and one of her children are arriving tonight. They are moving interstate and staying with us until they can rent a house. It's going to be a tight fit.

ooooooh, I'm angry now. Dh's little brother (19) just came out of the room and yelled at my kids to stop being so noisy because he wants to sleep. WTF??? It's 7am and they are kids. And this is their house. I told him to pull his head in and not come out here yelling at my kids. gggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... ...

I nearly choked on a huge lump in my throat when I saw him taking those steps with his little arms up in the air.

The last time I will see one of my babies take their first step.. Bitter sweet... I love him so much. Oh he's just the light of my life.

I love my girl too. So so so much, but the love for and of my boy!!!??? I now completely understand MIL's from hell I don't think the Queen of Sheba would be good enough for my boy

Meg is ...

S and I have been together for 13 yrs. We had the instant connection thing. You know, the zappy zappy when eyes met across the room etc. I kid you not. As soon as I looked into his eyes I knew he was the ONE. But there were obstacles. Inter-racial, cultural family issues (we are still dealing with that one), alcoholism, infertility, loss of pregnancies and foster son. We've faced them all, head on. A team for the most part. There was a 3 month 'break' 7 years ago, but we worked through that ...