My boy - only 2yrs and 2mo old is fully toilet trained. He wouldn't even use a potty He likes to 'wee' outside on the grass, and poop on the toilet. Of course we have to stand with him while he poops He likes an audience, and he needs a little help wiping his bum (he tries though). But we haven't had an accident in a week.

And I did nothing He did all this by himself... He started peeing outside just before his 2nd b'day and the rest just followed....

From your heart to my ears.

Thank you.

I love you.

Blogging this, in hopes that I can see how I got to this point. And as a reminder to me never to let me get to this point again. This is a very different blog to the ones I have done lately, so if you are feeling fragile, probably not a good idea to keep reading...

Deep Breath. Where do I start. I am stunned and saddened that my life has turned out like this. I am 36 years old - that in itself stuns me. Where has all the time gone?

MARRIAGE: I have been with...

I know he's gone, but it's got to be Steve Irwin

Me n my kids miss you Steve...

I heard this on the radio this morning... Who gets your vote?

They pointed out Matthew Newton.

Bloody unAustralian to go and flog up poor little Brooke Satchwell.. She's a darling..

wonder what Moonface thinks of his baby boy now...

Happy Australia Day guys!!

I LOVE that I can call this country my home... It just rocks being Australian..

By crikey!! After many years of being MIA, I have found my hip bones again
I have now lost 23 kgs in total. I have no idea what that is in lbs. Maybe 45????

20 to go

BTW, I'm stunned at how much attn I am getting. What is it? I've lost some weight and all of a sudden I'm getting chatted up, stared at, flirted with... It's flattering, but can you not see the band of (white) gold on my left hand????

Poor DH. He's not quite sure...

I blogged last year about my dear friend M who lost her baby girl Kasey at 17.5wks due to an incompetent cervix.

M & S are pg again (12wks), and M had her cerclage placed earlier this week in hopes that she will be able to carry this little one to term. She is on bedrest for the rest of the week and then they will see how it goes after that.

I am confident. We have to be. And the fact that MY wonderful Ob Roger did the stitch, well that just makes me even more...

Note to self: don't stay away from FT so long next time. You really do have friends here.....

SO much has happened to us. Life changing events... But stuff I have to keep private for now.

But, I do have two things to blog about....

Firstly I am losing weight..... I am down over 9 kgs now, which for my USA friends, is just over 20lbs I'm thinking....

Secondly I have a script for clomid in my bag... DH and I are 'considering'...

My dh's Uncle died early last week. Unexpected heartattack at. He lost his home and retirement plan in Cyclone Larry. The funeral was today. DH's cousin died late last week at 51. His funeral is on Friday. And now, today, i found out my workmate has died after a long battle with cancer. He was only 49. Ever since the cyclone, there just seems to so much death.... (my SIL has lost 3 family members in 6 weeks as well).

Rambling thoughts on Warren. I loved working so closely...