Children

It's been a while since I updated my Blog... I'm not on FT that often now.. i just have so many other things happening and i am sooooo tired all of the time.

The 'happy pills' are working.. i'm much better in that respect, but still not brilliant. the kids are doing great, still driving me round the twist but i love it!

had lots of bloods done at the docs to try to explain the lethergy but no answers yet.. all blood tests normal back in september. I did manage to get ...

And i am now the proud (not!) owner of some anti-depressants! I sure hope they work and SOON!!!

okay.. it's been a while.. life has been beyond hectic...

3 deaths - DH's Grandma, DH granddad and my Granny within two months.

twins are growing beyond belief... and tiring me out too...

money is tighter than ever

DFD is away to another cadet camp.. she's doing so well

i am tired and heartsore

dh and i have been drifting apart but we think we've pulled it back together.

i'm going to start today by ...

The twins now also have a tummy bug... they have both been throwing up for the past 20 minutes!!

i've not updated for a week or two... life has been... stressed!

Firstly my beautiful babies have had the chest infections form hell! Two weekends ag i was up for four nights on the trot sponging them down they had such high fevers.. when the fever finally broke they were both left with NASTY chest infections. They spent a week on antibitoics and then I came down with it. Of course because I had pleuirsy back in november, the doc wanted me admitted to hospital for monitoring! ...

Gregor announced this morning he wanted to wear pants (but not mehmeh's pink ones!! - i giggled at that!) SO i said ok... thinking yeah right... boys take way longer to potty train.

I strip off his nappy/diaper and say there's the potty of you need to go... mummy will ow go find you some pants (he got some for chirstmas and i put them away SOMEWHERE!
I'm out the room two minutes and i hear "Uh-oh! Poo!" they both come to get me... megan saying "oh mummy, poo..... ...

So in an attempt to get some cash (Still!!) I have put my old car on Ebay! (http://cgi.ebay.co.uk/ws/eBayISAPI.d...MESE:IT&ih=020)

Someone has bid on it already!! YIPEEEEEEEE!! ok it's only £50 ($100) but it's a start!!

I have Post Natal Depression, I am at the severe end of mild apparently!

So i know they are two but they consider any "blues" within 3 years of giving birth over here as PND.

I know i know, everyone has been saying... could it be that? And i have been like no no no... you were right i was wrong!

My Health visitor is trying to set up some child minding for the kids a coupld of times a week just to give me some time out (and it's breaking my heart!!) ...

For the past two months i have felt like this:



Then i shared what iwas going through and began to feel like this:






now it's like this

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