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well my poor baby had her surgery today. lasted a over a hour. the doc said he got the entire lump out of her foot, it was made of catilage, so he had to scrap it out. they also gave her a pain block. as of 10:00 pm she sleeping soundly with the help of condine, i really didnt want to give it to her but she was in some serious pain.. as is my back from having to pick her up and carry her everywhere... but the good news is the worst is over and she will be ok. the doctor also said that he was nearly ...

so during the move the laptop took a bit of a spil, and cracked the screen.. no posting for me for a long time wasnt too happy about that. but i got it fixed and its back to posting. so updates:
1- we moved into the new house
2- hubby got the suv of his "dreams"
3- Juliana is starting kindergarden next week
4- going to meet my bio parents in september
5- just finished 1st sysmester in college
6- juliana is having surgery in the end of september ...

i watched my wonderful husband hold a newborn the other day. it was amazing how relaxed he looked. it looked so natural, he didn't have a single look of fear/boredom/ ect on his face. he just kept yapping about the cavs and god knows what else came into his head,he just looked content. it was pretty funny how tiny a 7lb baby looked in his arms, i should say arm cuz he had her like a football . in a way i felt like i was really messing up his dreams, i know he wants kids and its my fault we cant ...

Well mothers day was kicked off by driving to my mothers house, what was a 30min drive. Oh well it was nice to be with my mother. We had decided the night before, oops late planing, to go to the cleveland zoo. the zoo was a total mad house with the opening of a new elephant exibit. my husband said that he saw on the news there was no more parking any where at the zoo. it was fun juliana was so amazed by the animals. i my dad decided that it would be a good idea for me and juliana to ride a camel, ...

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im not sure why but im starting to really feel like i am never going to have another child. maybe adoption is going to be the only way that i am able to add a child to my family. ( a little insite into lele360 I am adopted) and im scared that will be a challege that i cannot handle. i just want everything to work out for me and my husband.