I'm in a really good place in my life right now and it's amazing because nothing is as I expected and I'm not where I thought I would be when I reached this state of "bliss".

It's just... falling in place. And when it's not, I'm okay with it.

I have 3 full time day care kids. I haven't passed the Math praxis yet, I need to apply for PCE and pass the Praxis before a certain time, and it's looming close, the kitchen remodel isn't finished that we started a...

Nikki has been on spring break this last week. She still worked early in the mornings but finally had some time to relax and have fun.

A childhood friend of Greg's had spring break the same time, and came to CO to spend the week with them. Nikki went snow boarding for the first time and said it was really hard but really fun! They went to the art museum and went bowling, and out to eat many times.

I'm going to upload some photos of some of their adventures. The...

tired of trying to take care of people who don't care enough about themselves. jim left for indiana and to help him eat better for himself and for us financially, i made him some sloppy joes with ground turkey and made cheese ravioli. got home from the shower and he had left it all. come on, seriously?

i just feel unsupported by him. he is not the one who is here taking care of jake and watching him when his stomach hurts, he is not here to hold my hand while i am crying about...

I hate this day...I hate it more than anything else in the world. Today is the 9th anniversary of me sending 4 of my sweet angels to heaven. Worst of all, Jim does not acknowledge it. Wants to forget it all. Never thinks of them. I know it is how he deals with it but that is not supportive of me. Now I have to go to church and hear them all talk about abortion and how it is against the church, etc. And I have a baby shower for my cousin this afternoon. Lord please help me with this day