KMic05

It's tomorrow night that I have to bring the kids to rehearsal for my friend B's wedding. He's still going through with getting married. I think what he had told me about how he feels about me was the "pre-wedding" jitters. Honestly, I do think that's what it was. Some people get very nervous or wonder what the heck they are getting themselves into and if they should do it or not. B and I are best of friends - even tho he's a guy, we are like best friends. I don't feel the same for him - I mean yes, I love him as a friend but it would never work for us if we dated.

Anyhoo, I have to see Andy tomorrow night and on Saturday for the wedding. I had to see him last night too b/c he took Nicholas for his last tux fitting. Andy said to me "how are we gonna do this at the wedding?" I said what do you mean? he said things suck between us and we are sitting at separate tables. Oh well!!! He said a few other things but I was getting so pissed off b/c he was getting angry - it just reminds me of why I left...

Please pray I can get through this weekend. It's a long few days that I have to face him and deal with his verbal abuse towards me... If he starts on me, I'm gonna just walk away.