Kimmy1

Well reading back on my past notes took me back...Alot has happened since then, another BFN, a year of depression and inability to even think about IF. Then the weight gain, the weight loss and finally a move to a new city. Feeling alot stronger, I did my first FET in February and I am now almost 11 weeks preg. Its so hard to believe and even harder to imagine a baby at the end of it. At the moment I am just taking it a day at a time, I dont know at what magic point I will suddenley feel ok and be able to enjoy this pregnancy, but I am determined not to "waste" the time being anxious. Maybe after my nuchal next week? I see my ob/gyn Friday and if all is well we will be doing the bloods and then the u/s...Please god, let this little one be ok...