the first email...
by, 10-10-2005 at 11:11 AM (219 Views)
I don't think I ever left the computer chair for more than a hour at a time my email was minimized as well as instant messenger just for the hope that she would be on, I missed her while preparing dinner and came back to this.
hey aunt coco ... yall today was fun.. we went gocery shopping and just s hung out.. well uncle r and s are over here right now.. were all going to eat dinner together.. hamburgers...
well i miss ya
ll very much.. love ya... love s
I dont want her to have fun, or hang out I want her home in her room with her music blaring and her talking on the phone with her friends not thousands of miles away from me.
I hate this, IM mad at myself, I should have done more, I should never have ever grounded her, made her care about school, kept her from certain friends houses because their families are druggy, I shouldn't have cared. Then she would want to be with me.