Ugh! I'm going crazy
Posted 03-09-2005 at 10:00 PM by guslisa
I can't stop worrying. Even after getting another great beta number today, I can't stop worrying. I was excited for a minutes and then the worry set in again. After having a m/c at almost 12 weeks, I can't stop thinking that it's too soon to get excited.
What really pisses me off is that it's ruining what is supposed to be a very exciting time. I want to enjoy every second of this pregnancy because we've worked so hard to get here. But I keep thinking, something could still go wrong, don't get too excited. Don't start talking about names or nersery decorations or buying anything or shower ideas, it's all pre mature and will make what might happen even worse.
Ugh! These blogs are great for venting and I think I'll be doing a lot of that over the next serveral weeks.
What really pisses me off is that it's ruining what is supposed to be a very exciting time. I want to enjoy every second of this pregnancy because we've worked so hard to get here. But I keep thinking, something could still go wrong, don't get too excited. Don't start talking about names or nersery decorations or buying anything or shower ideas, it's all pre mature and will make what might happen even worse.
Ugh! These blogs are great for venting and I think I'll be doing a lot of that over the next serveral weeks.
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