Goldspider

Started my Gonal F today and this evening will start the Menopur. Really feeling real for me today. DH has had positivity about this process, to the point of teasing me on what I can and can't do/eat all weekend when I get preg. He is going to be over protective of me if this takes. 17yrs of trying is a long time and the teasing is coming from my DH who used to not want kids. He was the one who always went along with trying for me. He was the one who got most upset when the FET didn't take and pushed for me to start this round. I was just trying to wait a few months for his new job to get a little settled. I worry some that I'm going to be crushed if this doesn't work. Now I also worry he's going to get crushed again. Trying to stay as positive as him, but not get hopes up. Crossing my fingers. Nerves are on moderate. Were on mild during suppression. Will be on high during 2ww. Oh the craziness of IVF.