I need to start finding a place to write all this down but wanted to jot it here before I forgot.

Jaxon is walking very well now. he can make it across the room before he plops down. He LOVES to walk everywhere now when we are out and hates to be carried!! He wore his first pair of real shoes today (not robeez). They were the Stride Rite sneakers we bought for Jacob when he learned to walk. I couldn't justify spending money on a new pair as these were worn for about month and look...

We had Jacob's 5th Brirthday party today. I can not believe my baby is going to be five!!!!!!!! He wanted a baseball part. (shocker LOL!) We sent out baseball invites, decorated with red, white and blue and had all kinds of baseball type food- hotdogs, pizza, cracker jacks, popcorn, lemonade, etc. Jacob planned the menu too!! DH split all the kids into two teams and we made shirts for them with their names and number of choice on the back. The loved it. Then he played different games with them-...

Laney and I were talking to each other and our conversation went like this:

me- "I love you"
Laney- "I love you too Mommy"
me- "I love you more"
Laney- "No, I love you more"
me- Nooo, I love you more!"
Laney- NOOOOOOO, I LOVE you more"
Me- "I love you more!!"
Laney- "I love you just perfect"

AHHHHH!! It melted my heart. It was so cute!! I need these...

I got the state to re-open Delaney's case after I faxed them the evaluation from the pyschologist from Children's Hospital. We went to the appt last week praying she would fail so we could qualify for services. Our insurance doesn't cover any OT and we really need to get her some help. She failed 3 catagories- Social-emotional, Coping and Emotions and Feelings. Sounds funny to say but I was THRILLED!!! That means that she finally qualifies for services through EI. Now the problem is that she will...

Jacob asked me this last night at Chevy's after dinner. DH took Jaxon home and I was letting Jacob and Laney finish their ice cream and Jacob comes up to me and says, "I love you more than Daddy" LOL He was so cute and so very serious! So then he says, "So, who do you love more- me or Daddy?" I just smiled and said that I loved him and Daddy so much but in different ways. He just kept asking me iover and over insisting I tell him who I loved more. I finally had to say, "I...

Well, I had a pretty good idea I was going to hear something along these lines today, but it is now official. Delaney has Sensory Integration Dysfunction. (SID)

We took her for her developmental evaluation today that I fought to get for months. It took so long to find the resources and then 4 months to get the appt. I feel almost relieved now that I can get some help with her. I can't even put into words what it feels like to have spent the past 2 years trying to understand...

We started solids today!! Jaxon is 6 mths and 5 days today and it was time. I have been holding off because it just means that my baby is getting so big. I LOVE the newborn days and phase. Everyone I know seems to be so glad when their babies get older, but I really enjoy those first few months. I love breastfeeding him all day and I am just really saoking all of him up. My last baby..... I could cry just typing it. I am so excited as the kids get older and do more things, but part of me will really...

I can't believe I started a blog!!! I am thinking it will be a good way to get my thoughts down and have something to look at later though! Maybe once I get going I will understand why people love them!

Today was alot of fun. We had the Ft get together in OC. It is always so neat to meet people you chat with all the time! Poor Dh wasn't feeling well and know is laying in bed with a huge chill. I hope he feels better soon! Jaxon has been so fussy lately. I can see a...